RURAL-URBAN

Bruddar with mummie's friend's kid.


I've never seen this for many years. Don't think we can still find it in Singapore? Anw, if you don't know what's this. It's a lil stone (I guess) wrapped in tracing paper. Nd when you throw it onto th floor, it gives a very loud POP sound nd a small lil flicker. I don't really like it, cos th kids would throw em at our feets. *%$@$!@*^#!$%


Ok. Mayb I'm sua ku. I've nv seen or taken notice, of Bahasa's version of Lemon tea. Anw, everyone commented it tasted funny. It's kinda very sour.



We took a boat nd went to th kelong! One of th seafood th young tour boy showed us. Human bred (or artificial) abalone. It's super HUGE.

In th morning, my folks woke up early to wait for th sunshine(:

It's kinda romantice. Cos they have this really big back (they have a big front one too!) balcony.
You can even place few poolside chairs to sun tan there!

The scenery from th back balcony.

This is how all th apartments lOok like. Not so lok kok, but th exterior is abt th same. Th one I stayed in was kinda new nd nice! I fell in lOve with it immediately. Though we walked for roughly 15mins from th entrance to th apartment. T_T

Lastly, a photo taken on th boat(:

That's all for now.
Srsly don't have th moOd to update much. But I wanna share th photos!

Enjoy your holiday tml lovelies! (:(:

ps/ now that I look at my previous post, I feel it's kinda weird that Whitney won. Like, it doesn't feel real. Lol. What shit am I talking about. *&^%$@#! again o.O

BACK BACK BACK BACK BACK! =D

Whitney WON!!

Look out for July's Seventeen for her(:

Anw, that aside. I'm leaving tml. Yes, tml for a short holiday with family nd Mum's friends to Kukkup (if you spell it that way). Not very looking forward it to though. Hmm. Cos of internal conflicts. Heh. Adults!

But I haven't pack my belOngings yet. Procrastinating, since I'm not VERY looking forward to it. o.O

Anw, maybe I'm thinking too much. Abt Ctb` nd th whole Kukkup thing. Cos when I think back, I do feel abit unced.

I need to update my mp4. If not I might have nthg to listen to tml.

ps/ I might get to go Jusco tml! woohoo!

spice up my life.

In less than 30 days, I succumb and come back to Blogger.

But I'll still use wordpress, COS I CAN LOCK POSTS!

Skipped school yesterday just to finish up ETP project. Think it's kinda nicely done? We put in alot of efforts horh! I hope AuntyJo likes our proposal nd I hope project 2 & 3 will go well :)

Many countries were affected by the irremediable calamity recently. Myanmar, Szechuan blablabla~ Like what I'm always saying: Doomsday is cOming o.O May God bless the victims of all natural disasters.

I think I'm leading a very unhealthy life now? =(
I don't know. Suddenly it feels like I'm waking everyday for no reason. Like there's no thing that I can see at th end of th journey. Like I don't know what my motive for living..
Alas! It's a hectic yet meaningless life. I need smthg GOOD to spice up my life a lil~

LIFE IS A BORE

I'M BACK!!
(:

Will update again.

HIATUS.

till then.

Their own Leap Year?

Why bother to meet up every 18th April for an anniversary that doesnt exists anymore?
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Drained physically and mentally this WHOLE week. April intake's orientation is a a BIG blast! Super tiring! Wake up so early every day; to serve a bunch of ingrates! They are so rude and unfriendly. =(

This semester's timetable is SUPER SLACK(:
But all are project based modules, kinda tricky~

Totally forgot what to blog about. Suddenly my mind went blank.
Maybe it's still th side effects from th fever ytd! =( After every orientation, I'd fall sick T_T

Sorry for th abrupt ending; I can't 思考 properly now =/

无比的烦恼

I have a problematic bruddar.
I hope he can grow up nd be more sensible.


有时我以为我已经做的最好，已经是没得挑的了。
可是最后还是因为我是女生而被比下去。

不管我做的多好， 感觉上你最疼爱的还是他。不是我。
不管我对你怎么好， 你眼里似乎都只会在看到他过后才看到我。
不管我多么比他还替你着想，你还是宁可因为他而受伤。

It seems like no matter how I wanna protect you from his rubbish, you'd rather dive in and be affected tremendously by it.
Why?

为什么？
难道我真的不比他好吗。。

LOVELY EVENING(:

Lovely bunch of 2G03 girls(:

It's such a dear thing (to me!) to meet up with friends you almost lost touch with!

Thanks Judee for organising this! =D

Let's have somemore of it soon kays. Really happy to catch up with all th gurls after such a long time!

*yanjie, let's go for bike lessons tgt larh! (:(:

YAWN! It's 1:3oAM and I woke up SO early. T_T

updates later yet again!

Good night world!

EARTHLINGS(:(:

MUMU ended her job like finally already. But it's also th last weekday of holidays alry! Like what's th point right? =/

My house is getting MORE AND MORE dusty because of th THREE renovations going on.

Anyway, we're supposed to go back to school today; for April intake's meeting. BUT IT STARTED RAINING CATS AND DOGS AT 7AM! It hasn't rained in th morning for th past four mornings. Tell me why did it start raining today then?!?! Destiny/ fate/ meant to be? Walao. I'm so angry nd pissed can; making my shoe wet wet wet! *nd I hate that
I think Alicia's kinda -.-" cos we promised we'll be there. But th rain's too fucking big nd plus there's no bus- no matter to JP interchange (to change to train) or 502 (which is so not worth it cos I'm just gg back to school for a while~)
So in th end we didn't turn up.

Anyway, 2G03 gathering later at CityHall(:
Mixed feelings; updates later!

ps/ realise i've been saying alot of updates later lately. alrights, updates later. (:

TAGS REPLY:

MUMU: Kunda is good looking, but AHDI is th best can! xp
Sulinnn: SHENNY'll be friends until season 5. They'll become lovers in season 6!! *hopefully why don't you like SHENNY as lovers? =(
Xuan: Heh Heh. I stop wearing it le. In fact, I threw away th blue lens that I bought for barely 1 week! =( Waste of my money can! But, I bought FreshKon purple lens le!! Not wearing it so soon though(:
Syazzy: Haha! Nostalgic eh? LOL! Anw, I THREW AWAY my lenses alrdy! T_T
Jenn: Yeah, it does feels good to let everything out(: Let's meet up again kays! (:
Tiffany: Waiyu~~ Yubbyubb, relinked(: Cya when school reopens which is like 4 days away?!
Judee: Lol. Yeah. Totally agree that we should do whatever we want straight away and not procrastinate. Btw, can't wait for th meet up this friday! =D
Secondx-hand: No thanks. I can't wait for 3-5 weeks to get a bag. (: Thanks anyway!

Updates ltr! On how mumu abandon me for th last week of holidays and went out to have fun on her own!!

Omg.

Omg. I'm immersed in a VERY VERY noisy surrounding right now and I can't stand it!
I'm actually at home larh. But th incredibily annoying and energetic pair of siblings living a floor directly down my place is making a great din! Plus those renovating that's been going on for so many donkey years! Th worst thing is, there are at least 3 flats undergoing renovation AT TH SAME TIME!!
Noise pollution larh!!!

UPDATE LTR.
CAN'T WAIT FOR DINNER AT XING RESTAURANT!
WOOHOO!

ps/ I'm thinking of changing my blog to wordpress.com

It's a long long post.

How often do you change your mind because of something you saw, you read, you heard or you came across?
I, am a victim of weak mind.

Just read Jenn dear's entry and I start to ponder. Think real hard.

And it seems like, I'm wasting my life away.
I've always thought that I'm still young and that I still have many years ahead to figure out what I really wanna do with my life. So whenever people ask me, "What do you intend to do when you grow up?" my answer would always be something that I am interested at that point. My answer never seems to be constant. Because I never knew what I wanted to be when I grow up.
And before I realise, I'm already growing up. I'm already a 19year old gurl. But I still don't know what I wanna be, what I wanna do in th NEAR future.

At some point of life, I wished that I could just drop every single responsibility I have and escape from this hectic world.
Escape from my procrastination,
escape from my responsibility,
escape from my responsibility in each and every role I play,
escape from my everything.

And if one day I were to take a look at my life as a third party, I'd probably find myself laughing at my own stupidity for wasting away my youth doing stupid and meaningless things. And then I'd start to regret and reproach myself for being that stupid.

Maybe I should start washing those Eeyores who has been seating on those shelves for ever.
Maybe I should start attending my bike practical lessons.
Maybe I should start thinking about where I wanna go after graduation from here.
Maybe I should start saving money for my future studies and bike.
Maybe I should start learning how to give instead of receiving.
Maybe I should start trying to be magnanimous about every hurt that people inflict on me.
Maybe I should start reducing th hurt I bring to people, to an even lower level.
Maybe I should start thinking for myself more than I think for them.
Maybe I should start..
There are so many and too many Maybe I should start. But how many do I actually fufill?

Stagnant.
Changes.
Stagnant.
Changes.
Stagnant.
Changes.
These happens all th time in life. And we have to embrace it, no matter we like it or not.

There's gonna be a change in my life, soon.
Because I'm going to work on getting my bike license.
And I promise I'll get it (:


It does feel good!
To let everything out at a go. And not bottling up them all in th heart.













And to lao dua eh/mumu, I'm sorry for scaring you this afternoon with that terribly unexpected loud cry. I don't know what's gotten into me. I know it's stupid to cry like that over th washing of Eeyores. I was terrified by myself as well. I really don't know why did I start crying that loud and insanely. Forgive my craziness and insanity. (:

SHENNY LAAAAAA.

*credits to whichever genius whi created this lovely picture:]]]]]]]]]

Many are against Shenny, BUT I LOVE SHENNY!
IC, will you please let them become an item in season6? pretty please? (:(:

ANOTHER REASON TO LOOK FORWARD TO 2009LWORD SEASON 6 =)

My eyes are getting REDDER. Even th salesperson at th optic shop says my eyes are blood shot. Haha.

But I still want my purple lenses; tml!

My blue contact lens are giving GREAT trouble. Ever since I changed it, I start to have even more eye shit. Alot alot alot more. Nd to make it worse, they get blood shot easily. Like now. It feels dry nd pain nd it's red. T_T

Ended th two days work today. Someone complained about me. I think she's from SIM? She came up to me nd shook my elbow when I was busy nd asked me for safety pins. I told her I don't have nd don't know where to find them AND SHE COMPLAINED TO TH BIG BOSS DIRECTLY.
Tell me, don't you think she is a FUCKTARD?! Too bad/Luckily I wasnt there with Laoda nd all when th big boss told them that woman went to complain me. If not I'd tell th boss nd th woman off! Felt so wronged can! Walao.
But of course, there are good things about this job too; can see many pairs of pretty pretty heels and touch many macho bodies. =p
Most of th guys have superb build can! Whoo~

Volunteer work tml. *mental note: buy shower cap nd purple lens
I think I should try another brand instead of Encore?

Omg. I don't know what th hell am I saying now. My mind is filled with how to improve th situation of my face now. Hur!
My skin is getting from bad to worse; nd mummie suggests it's because of th Ginvera face wash (which I just bought)! I wanna go facial, FACIAL!!

华语(:

♥♥♥♥爱人爱人爱人♥♥♥♥


本人比较偏心，所以只会 post 爱人的独照。


今天过的好累，连续两个小时不间断的帮那批大学生穿毕业袍。
弄得手好累，因为他们都很高。就连女孩子也都很高！所以 我的手似乎一直都是在“空中”。 Haha！明天还有一天。而且是早上7点半就要到！！ Omg！大概6点就要起床，我的天啊~！

星期六还有 volunteer work 。Oh my 天，那也是早上的。虽然是比较迟一点(9点)但是那是在Yishun！！ T_T 好像也也好到哪里去~

PS/不要问我为什么今天用华语 blog 。就是想要而已。没有特别意思(：

Volunteer work's kinda baaaaaaad. Screwed up th first person that came up to me.

爱人还是很帅。期待演唱会！

Some working session tml. Can finally meet up with Mary darling(=
Pity that Sweets wont be able to come. *BUT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, 真的(=

Going to fall sick soon. Troubles from throat and nose; like always.

Totally not in th mood to blog.
Shan't say why here.
心情非常非常不好!

Reply tags though:
Jenn: alrdy outta town? meet up for lunch again when you come back(:
Qianhui: (= don't mind it too much! loves!
Malio: I'll be seeing you tml, catch up kays! MISSES!!
Hazel: Hello you! Another surprise tag! (: Thanks for you concern, cya ard!

心情不好

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPOILT BRAT SYAZANA!
I know you like th Tigger alot right? Cos it's from us(:
Add them to your collection!
And you're legal now!! We can watch M18 movies w/o peixuan now!! WAHAHA! xp

Alrights. Th most happening week of this holiday is COMING!

Because I'm going to do volunteer work at YISHUN tml! Helping eldely to fill up income tax (or is it CPF?) stuff at a community centre. YES, all th way to YISHUN. *zomg

Then Sunday, my 爱人 is coming to Singapore!! WOOHOO!! Nd sending him off on Monday, most probably.

April Fool, going down to Serangoon for th training like we don't know what to do alrdy! And Wednesday. Promise to go bbdc. *cross fingers I really wil try to go down larh. =(

Thursday nd Friday will be working at SIM with all my lovely friends(=

Nd Saturday, back to YISHUN for volunteer work.

Nd taddah! Last week of holiday. Actually, I'm kinda looking forward to go back to school. Mummy wants me to find a permanent part time job. But I don't want to. Then she say's I'm so slack nd blah blah blah. I don't like it when she chides me saying that I don't think for my future. =/ Just lemme be myself. Lemme do what I want to.

因为我不想以后老了，再来后悔以前没做自己想做的事。

ps/ my bruddar is a inconsiderate idiot.

Aiya, very emotional nd feeling very unhappy lately 就对了.

Oh, sorry Weilong, unable to meet you ltr =( Not on purpose de larh, totally fergot I still need to do th volunteer work thing tonight ma. dui bu qi! Meet you th next time you book out kays, owe you one(:

Been watching 原来我不帅 for th past two days. 张勋杰, totally like him can! From Outsider to Outsider II to 原来我不帅, omg. So lovable! *winks

Nd sweetie, what's going to happen? Your FYP nd th work clashes. =(
Tell me again what's going to happen kays. If you can't work, lemme know earlier. Think of some solutions(=
Nd Jenn dear, enjoy your trip to hk nd take GOOD CARE of yourself there(=

Going off, to peel tau gay (gay gay gay) for mummie le. Then try figuring out th auto-inclusion shit ltr. Omg, die die die. How to help them when I don't even know how to operate th system?! *faints

I KNOW I AM SELFISH

I know I have no right to say all these, but I don't care.
I know I'm selfish. But which human aren't?!
Don't say you care for me nd you love me.
Even you yourself is selfish at times, just that you did not realise it.
you can't and you won't have th best of both worlds.
If you really cared for me, you wouldnt do this and still ask me not to be angry. And this is so fcuking not th first time. If I hadn't care about you, why would I even be angry then.
Sometimes, it's just hard for me to say some things out. I once told you you'll always be part of me, no matter what and you gave a smirk nd said mm. Maybe I've hurt you deep inside, but you silence inflicted just as much hurt in my heart. I've told you, that you sound unconvincing. You laughed a little, and that's it.
You once made a remark saying how selfish I was to hold on to you, and yet not wanting to be tgt.
I KNOW I AM SELFISH.
But guess what, I am so going to give all up. Everything, all privileges. Everything that used to be mine solely. Nothing's exclusive now.
Not even me.




I am a very HOME person. Take ytd for example. Just one call from mummie of usual nagging for bike lesson, it affected my mood for th whole day. To th extent that I did not even have th mood to do m favourite thing. And like the other day at IMM, that unintentional sentence made me teared. VERY MUCH. It was really awful to hear that sentence; even if it's only joking abt it for more than once let alone being serious about it. But I know you're not, of course.
Anything that happened at home would affect me th most. Even a little little disagreements between my folks can make me feel awful nd wanna cry.
I've always lived in a happy family. Nd I am still. I am truely gratfeul for this, God.




If there's anything that could make me unhappy for one whole day, it'd be my family and YOU.
Forget it, I reckon you won't believe this sentence either. Just like how you smirked at my heartfelt words th other time.
Thank you very much(:

Omfg.

Season finale totally crashed me.

BUMMED TOTALLY, like what sulinn says.

T_T

ps/will update ltr.

bohemian like you!

What's th worst feeling you've ever felt? Cos I just felt that way this evening. Don't wanna talk about it anyway. =(

It totally disrupted my mood to blog.

So long!

BEFORE AFTER

Please. Tell me there is a different (except for th lighting, of course) cos I've asked 3 people nd all of them said there isn't much/no difference at all!

I spent th whole afternoon doing this nd this is th reply I got.

T_T

BLABBER!

Went to Bugis nd PlazaSing with MUMU for a little shopping. Nd she bought this really nice RED top!
Succumbed to th temptation of th guy in CottonUp nd bought a purple tori pouch (for 5bucks) which is totally not of any use to me. Yet another example of weak mind! All he did was Getting that as well? when MUMU was paying for th top nd me attracted to th purple small lil pouch.
Then I got it.
yadah yadah, weak mind I have!

Next is to Bugis, shopped a little nd went to QQNoodle. She's been saying she wanna eat there for like a century? =x
Th food's kinda nice, I liked th sambal fried rice(= Nd the noodles are really QQ can! =p
To top it off, th noodle's looooooooooooooong!


But their dumpling's a *use high pitch voice here* little too giam siup on th filling!
Look at th big dumpling SKIN. Try finding th filling of it. =/
(In case you can't, it's on th top left hand corner of th dumpling!) See, it's soooooo small you had to squeeze your eye to find it! *roll eyes


Considering th fact we had really little for lunch nd MUMU wanted to try 2 of their dishes, we ordered three dish to share; sambal fried rice, QQ noodle nd fried reman with gravy nd it costs us only ard 17bucks(=
Minus away 40¢ for each cuppa cold water. Lol.
*Omg. Feel like I'm promoting this eatery. Shall stop here.

Before I forget, I'm gg to change my URL again. But not yet(=

Anyway, when we were at Bugis Street, we were stopped by their management. They wanted to take photos of us wearing th stuff we bought there for this competition. Nd th winner can win 500bucks! We almost said yes but ultimately no. It's kinda funny to change straight away just to take pictures of it. Furthermore I'm missing a belt; will look like some retard w/o a belt for tt top. So we declined.
But anw, if you're interested. Go here for more details.

Right, now I'm sounding like I'm some blogger doing promoting on blogs. Shall stop here totally.

ps/ The Weakness in Me is my latest addiction though it's an old song!
pps/TLW So511 is GREAT! Aww, it's ending in a weeks' time =(
ppps/I cant find those titles in Kinokuniya (Maybe I should really try PageOne!)
pppps/I WANT A JOB

BYE lovelies!

Carresing th plates!

If anyone of you have a job to introduce, tag me here kays(=
Don't wanna stay home nd do nthg this whole holiday.
*but I'll be frank; I'm picky.
I dowan anything like sales promotor or anything tt requires training=/

Sometimes, people just tend to oversee some things which are so near to you, which you see everyday.
Nd today, I had a great example to show. Take a look at th picture below;

This is th picture of my light in my room's ceiling. It seems nth special, but take a closer look.
Can you make out what's th alphabet carved on th brown circumference?
Well, I've always thought it's an alphabet A.

But guess what, IT IS NOT AN ALPHABET A.
It is a combination of two alphabets;


MY ROOM'S LIGHT/LAMP IS BRANDED!!
Lol. In case you still haven't make it out, it says LV.
HOW COOL IS THIS!
Nd I only realise it after using for like, 8years?! =/
I always look at th light/lamp nd think; why do they wanna carve an A on it? Does it symbolizes anything?
I found out this evening nd called my mummie into my room, wanting to share th joy of my BIG DISCOVERY.
Then my folks walked in nd I pointed at th ceiling nd said, Mummie, do you know tt th letter carved there is LV?!
Nd my mummie started laughing at my stupidity nd said I was so slow. Apparently th whole world family knows except me! She said even my bruddar knew it ages ago!
T_T

Great.
I'm a sloooooooooooooooooow ass.

ps/I can't wait for th second half of March to come quickly! It's gonna be happening(=

TAGS REPLY:
xuanxuan; I'd pretty much like to have purple bedsheets! WOOHOO! Wait till mummie repaint my room, then I'll get purple bedsheets! THEN I'LL HAVE A PURPLE ROOM~! =D
qianhui; WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING?! O.o
qinyi/xysthus/mumu; WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?! *raise eyebrow
GG; Lol. Aiya, joking only la. Anw, Another side of my room has two shelves FULL OF EEYORE(= Lol! Maybe I should show it here someday. *winks
syazzy; thankyou thankyou! nd I wanna see your room too! nd your hair too! xD we should ge Sentosa larh! =(
tiffany; waiyu~! miss you also!! put a tagboard at your blog ma. then we can da qing ma qiao there to let xuanxuan see! xD I see her chasing me with a chopper! xD

LASTLY.

If you happen to see those titles on th left <-- hand side, tell me. They're said to be good books. I wanna borrow/buy them(=

Rainbow, after th big stormy night. Is it?

It's 7:35am at th other side of th globe now(=

*still, it does bring a smile across my face whenever I think of that.

Is it raining there? Or is it a windy morning there right now? Many people must still be in bed. But there are also people in th park at this time, walking around breathing in th air of a fine Sunday morning. How about those who wake up early to prepare breakfast for th whole family? They're up already, arent they?

I stayed in bed until 3pm today. I think I don't have th courage to get out of bed despite th fact that I've already woke up at 10:30. I felt very much at a lost; just like last night.

When is th last time you cried whenever you're alone? When is th last
time you cried because you were scared? When is th last time you cried till a
point that you wanted to let go of everyone nd just jump off from your bedroom's
window? When is th last time you cried and cried and cried and cried but no one
seems to realise your tears? When is th last time you cried until you lost your
voice to cry even harder?
When?

Alas, I had one of th best night + dinner this evening.

I am, grateful for it. Truefully from th bottom of my heart.

GREETINGS GREETINGS EARTHLINGS!

THIS IS MY NEW BED!
Jeez, this picture make my room look a bit too spacious! But anyway, I still hafta get a side table, nd tadaah! my room is done(=
Oooohh~ I'm so so loving my bed pls. It's simply so comfortable(=
*grin grin grin

Anyway, a week of HOLIDAYS is are gone *pooffft just like that! T_T
I have't done anythng constructive like finding a job; meeting up with friends
Let's see what have I been doing for th past one week;

monday- exams nd library
tuesday- exams nd Ikea for new bed
wed- stayed home nd clean up room with mummie
thurs- accompanied grandmum to hospital (nd saw Nat Ho!) *shuddup Issac, I know you get to see him very very often! But I don't! =(
fri- accompanied mummie to publisher to get some stuff; MUMU came over for
some movies till late.

Tadahh! There goes my FIRST week of holidays. I should start getting OFF MY BED nd find some part time. I don't wanna stay home th whole holidays. It's gonna be BORING.

Nd guess what, Malio is going for a holiday! Not to mention tt she promised to bring fried roaches back for me!

EEEEWWW~!
This holiday is BORING. Find me smthg to do.
There's a class gathering though; this coming wed. But I'm not sure if I'm gg anymore. Cos shayazana can't make it. =(

To jiahui; yubbyubb! I'm having holidays now(: enjoy yours too=) take cares!
Qianhui! What are you screaming about? o.O

Off for lunch now;
take care lovelies ♥

Had no intention to blog today. But guess what, I saw Nat Ho in th hospital today! I was there helping my grandmum to collect her medicines nd started looking around out of boredom. Nd I saw him! (: He is so good looking. So good looking! *hua chi

今天是他的生日。
买了蛋糕在家等他回来。
他会回来一起庆祝吗？
他会吗。。

Spent th morning cleaning up my room. Waiting for my new bed to arrive on Friday! =)
Went to TiongBahru plaza for lunch with mummie after that. Omg, its so nice can! Not to mention it's cheap(:
But I don't think many of you would like it. Cos it's all 家常便饭 and 小菜 nd poridge/beehoon/rice. I wanna go back again.

I'm waiting for next week to come quickly. Oh, there's class gathering at Sentosa one week ltr. Wonder if we should go, though it's organised by Germaine. It's been a long time though, th last time I went to Sentosa.

I want my new bed new bed new bed!!
Dear bed, can you hear me calling for you~~~
Omg, limjiayan you're so lameeeeeeee! =/

Anw, I've redone my nails. Since it's alrdy coming off. Sorry mushroom! =(
But yes, I'll definitely get you to do my nails in th future again. But no leebun* please! Lolxp
Anw, it's purple this time! I reckon I still suit purple. My contacts's purple anw. Nd I've got a favourite top in purple as well! Ooooohhhhh, I'm so gay. So gay! =/

Ok, I'm hungry. Off to find food.
ps/ my updating rate'd be HIGHER than usual cos I'm bored this holiday!
Aha! Maybe I can blog abt somthg intellectual?
Lol.

So hang ard, lovelies!

Btw, enjoy th following video! I'm so loving it(:

&& I have to be strong all over again.

to get through this fcuking period on my own.

with no one giving me a shoulder to lean on.

Hellos earthlings!

Take a look at this cute lil shoe first(:

Aren't they simply adorable?!

Anyway,

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

Ytd's paper standard's relatively standard! Really rather standard Comm paper. =/

Today's paper was kinda o.O

I think I know how to do it? I think I can pass? *twist fingers

But guess what, my WebPublishing was a DISASTER! Fcuk!

I got a C. Great, there goes my 3.6 this sem. T_T KC said my project was good but written was bad. Yes I know, th practical's shitty too! ROAR!

I'd better pass my Marketing with GOOD results. Cos I spent th whole of ytd afternoon&&evening&&night revising! Revising like this

But when I get bored,

Haha! Hide behind eeyore!

Since exams are over, I've got some free time on my hand. And this's th result of my free afternoon today;

(Click to enlarge)

You know, I really liked th nails mushroom did for me. But it's coming off le! =(

I'm gonna redo it again soon.

I've got many many free time now anw(:

Btw, I'm getting my new bed on Friday!! =)

I'll post pictures of my room here on Friday. Wanna share with everyone my new bed! WOOHOO!

gone with palette, here comes metal!

*CHUCKLES

Suddenly I'm so free that I have nothing to do. I've finished TLW S510. It's sucha great episode! I hope someone watches it so we can discuss! Wonder if sulinn has alrdy watched it? o.O

Mushroom, why not you watch S05 first? While waiting for Chinyee(: It's really nice S05! =D

Anyway, I pretty much like this sentence nd wanna share(:

As a person grows, th expression found on his face starts to get lesser.

Is that th case for you as well? Cos I think that's th case for me. Esp when I find myself starting to cry silently at night to myself.
There's no more expressions on th face.

Tears just trickle down, shoulders just shudder, face's just wet..

2nd entree

4 Jan 2oo9.

Omg,

SEASON 6!

minus Paris Hilton, of course.

But she does seem to be party goer5!

Lol, own joke though(:

Out for dinner, woohoo!

No choice's turning, I'm going out for DINNER!

sweets!

exams!

Hur!
I'm hungry.
Super hungry.

He doesn't learn from his mistakes at all.
Creating troubles again nd again.
When will he start to learn nd act maturely.
Sighs.

Don't vent your anger on us.

Oh fcuk.

ps/ I hope that dream would last nd come true! =/

Marketing A+ student?!

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love. But to you, I
give my affection, right from the start. I have a lover who loves me - how could
I break such a heart? Yet still you get my attention.

Tired. Revising everyday, today's no exception =(
But mumu's PSP is a great distraction. Nd it got me tempted to buy a purple PSP as well. Lol. Ever since her PSP revived, she's got more games in it lor. It's so FUN suddenly, to have a PSP!=/
Another example of my weak mind.

Went over to mushroom's place last night for manicure. Ooohh~ It's really great to have others to 服侍 can! =p
Spent quite some time deciding on what colour etc to use. But I'm happy with th final result(:
Thanks mushroom!

Omg. I've not finish Marketing's revision lar. How? Nd there's BizCommunication too. Omg.
But I'm tired. I'm gg to sleep soon.

I WANT A POLAROID FOR MY 19TH BIRTHDAY! :]

Changed my blgskin for th gazillionth time!
Just when I thought I found a really really prettay and beautiful skin that's appealing to my eye, I saw someone else USING TH SAME thing.
Shuddup, I know you'd say just let it be lar, your skin's not that unique anyway!
But I just don't like to have th same thing (tangible or not!) with someone I know. I swear I will find one that I like nd it's TOTALLY mine one day, just like my KateMoennig website! :(

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On another hand, take a look at my latest addiction!


Liked it SO SO much since it was first introduced! This cuppa thing tastes JUST SO NICE[:


Didn't go to sch today; wanted to do self revision. Oh yes! SUNNYSIDEUP called me ytd. My god, it scared th shit outta me! Cos I thought it was sweetie who called, but I heard a man's voice at th other end. I nearly hung up when he asked if it's me. 作贼心虚; cos nv attend school!

Great. Exams so so coming. Procrastinating. I'll start revising tml. I will, I will. Haha! Tommorrow NEVER comes. =/
I hope I can get good grades for my Mkt. I''ll flaunt my results here after I get it! Ha, I'm so confident of myself!

I know it RANDOM and my birthday's more than half a year later, but I wanna have a Polaroid for my birthday this year! Ok, very random. But I really want it(:

omg. red + blue = purple!

It's random but;

I can't fall asleep although I'm fcuking sick now.
I ate a lot of chicken meat today.
I have a friend who's going around Singapore catching MasSelamat.
I WANNA MOVE TO AMERICA.

beenthinkingalot.ishouldmakeadecisionsoon.

yes,ishouldnotseatonthfence.ishouldnot.

idontwannakeepthisasecret,imgoingtomakewhatitseemstobe,tobe.

IAMFEELINGMISERABLE,VERY.

red + blue = ?

Caught The Leap Year with Shayazana nd Qinqin just now at Jp. Woot; good show!
Compared it to 881 somehow. Omg, Ananda Everingham is so HOT in this show- great body!

Went back to school for 2hrs. Nd left. Cos attendance's not taken into consideration anymore until end of next week. WoohoO! Can stay home nd study instead of gg to lectures. Exams next week, nd after that is HOLIDAY! Woohoo!
But guess what, mumu nd I hafta go back to school tml for 3hrs for th training of income tax form filling for th old folks.
Its actually a volunteer work la. Taking place durin th March holiday but we hafta attend training. =x
If not gen ben donid to go back! ROAR!!

Oh btw, I finished chiong-ing My Girl. Slow, yes, I know. But omg, LeeDongWook is so good lOoking! CURRENT FETISH. Wahah. Nd yeah honey, Lee Jun Ki is good looking too. In that show only=p

ps/ i totally need to do smthg to my hair soon. it's getting so fugly. Like really, fugly!

CURRENT FETISH

1201

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!

Enjoy today, babe(:
Hope to meet up ltr, busy gurl?
Lovesloves nd more LOVESY

Leapyear.

I don't know what's gonna happen next.
I don't know if I can take anymore.
Cos' chocolates nd th cow song doesn't help anymore.
What can make me feel better?

whocanmakemefeelbetter?

Nd, I WANNA GO!!

KT TUNSTALL CONCERT.

I wanna go. Who wanna go with me? But it's so so expensive can, 80bucks for standing. *Aww

(Nd that's th cheapest!)

I WANNA GO I WANNA GO I WANNA GO!!

I hope Play! sees this post nd let me have a pair of tickets to attend her concert!

Rar!

我要去, 我说我要去!!

:(

Little L~

This is th present we gave to Germaine(:

She love it so much that she teared a little!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE:D

I made MUMU take a picture with th flower; but it seems like she really liked taking photo with th flower(:

I find th flower very prettay too! (buy me sunflower for me birthday this year kays, people!)

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Slowly he picks up a cigarette and lights it up. He walks towards th window
and seat by it. He lifts his head up and stares at the red sky.
A storm is
brewing.
And then, I walk in gently. Not wanting him to realise my absence,
not wanting to disrupt his train of thought. I look at him from behind, seeing
the smoke of the cigarette disappearing as they float up towards th sky.
He
had many expressions written over his face. I see a tear trickling down his
cheek. He is crying.
I retreat and walks away.
I too, am at lost.

When you see RED, you se BLUE!

Got it from KC, kinda lame but funneh!

Had a great time laughing through th whole WPB lesson today. Ever since project's done, we have nothing to do in class. But we hafta stay there at least until 430pm :( Badbadbad.

This week's ben passing VERY slowly. It's only thursday tml. But it's Germiane's birthday! Shall post our present for her tml. I like it myself so much can! =p

Btw, th back of my head is hurting again. Yes, AGAIN. Why th fcuk am I getting this? I really don't know what's wrong. It's been on and off for 8years. Yes, 8 freakking years. Ever since I'm in pri5, its stuck with me. Like I need it, but it's there! ROAR~!

Omg. I can't wait for this week to end:(

ps/Thanks for hearing out and be interested in what we do in school. It's a BIG deal to me(: It makes me feel that you care. ReallyY

pps/I'm really happy that you like th present so much(: It made me feel that all my brain crackking nd everything worthwhileY

Great. My headpain is TOTALLY killing me now. I'm gonna sleep a little until tml starts again.

empathetic

Mkt porject is FINALLY over.

I think we kinda did a good job? At least we did not get crashed. =/
Managed to response to all those questions, in a slow manner though.
Omg. I'm so so happy that we're done with that.


Btw, present to you our product of th project; Psyclops and ONGLAI.

I seriously do think he looks retarded here. But th effect on our video was great(:

Oh my. I actually have a lot to say. But when I face th screen, I lost all my words. All my thoughts seem to disappear.
I feel so uncomfortable. Totally unwell. God, please don't send another ordeal, another challenge, another test.
You know. You know that I just can't take it anymore.
Let go of me, pls.

I WANNA BUY A POLARIOD.

I really wanna buy it.
I shall buy it on tuesday.

HELLOS!

It's 5am and I'm not asleep.

I'm awaiting TLW So5 Ep9.

Obsessed. Yes I am.

It's 1am in LA now.

Low, lower, LOWEST

And us too.


Yesterday, KBox nd Neoprints again and lastly to vivO for laOda nd SHIFU(:
Cabbed down cos we made laOda angry; she waited for us for at least an hour for dinner.
A HUNGRY MAN IS AN ANGRY MAN. Haha.

Went to Bugis and Orchard with sister today.

Sidetrack. Yeah la, we do look alike. And we even think alike. And we even do th same things at th same time. We adjusted our bag strap which is over our right shoulder at the same time.
I did enjoy my trip out with you today(: Hope you enjoy it too!


We went to BasicBeauty nd was standing next to a couple nd I overheard their conversation;
Girl: I wanna buy this -taking a box of make up remover tissue- It's only a dollar.
Guy: Take all three la -only 3 left on th shelf-
Girl: Really? -looked at boyfriend feelinf surprised-
Guy: Take la, I pay for you. -pause a while- Den you will love me more.
My god. You love is only worth $3?

Btw, we spent $5 each in BasicBeauty. Because of what tt girlfriend said $1 only nd we bought th makeup remover tissue AS WELL. Nd when we reach th counter, there's this mascara selling at 4bucks instead of normal price at $11. She took one nd I got tempted as well. Tada, there goes 5bucks because of what others do nd say. T.T
Cannot control myself.

Anyway, I'm borrowing Jay's concert dvd from Sweetie! Can't wait to get it(: WOOHOO!
Wanted to buy de, but kinda waste money, cos I also won't watch it more than once. Somemore I don't do collection on his stuff.

Aww, the fair's ending this coming Tuesday:( Nd I won't get to send my shifu off cos bad GT made his flight in th middle of th night. I don't understand why:(
Den I won't get to send him off. Nd th other shifu might not be able to go as well, cos it's Thursday morning. Schooling la:(
But anyway, I'm just reminded that both shifu nd guangtou laoda'll be taking th midnight flight. Even if I go send th others off on Thursday, I'd be sending ahqiang only. =/
Might as well don't go; if not gonna skip school o.O

Oh my. Look at th time now. I was intending to watch L Word after blogging. Now I'll watch it in my sleep.

I wanna hear your voice.

Just finished watching news. Edison Chen is stepping out of th Hong Kong entertainment circle. Actually, I think that he doesn't have to apologies for the hurt inflicted on those ladies. Cos they did it willingly. Or that seemed th way. And he did not take those photos with th intention of having it leaked out what. It's not his fault. Especially not, when he did not force those female stars to take th photos ma. They should be responsible for their own act.
Hmm, I just think he doesn't have to apologies; afterall it was taken under the consent of both parties.

Another thing, congrats to Singapore for winning over Moscow on th Youth Olympic. I think it's gonna be a big thing for US. WoohoO! Everyone's so enthusiastic and happy about it- saw from th news. And many companies have even alrdy gotten ready congratulation advertisements. The results were resleased at 7pm I think. And by 9pm, there are several congrats advertisements. Lol.

Btw, today is th last day of CNY. BUT I DID NOT GET TO LAU YU SHENG THIS YEAR!
Omg. For th first time down my memory lane, I did not lau yu sheng during newyear lor! Aiyo. WIll it bring bad luck if we don do that during NY? *raise eyebrow

Okay. Tml hafta wake up at 6AM. Shall shuddup nd get onto my *fautly bed to sleep. Speaking of that, I have not gone around to look for pretty and beautiful beds. Mummie says she'll buy a new one for me(:

Goodbye nd takecare everyone!

Nd drained

I can't describe how grateful I am to cha970(1)(2). Em, those brackets are there becaus she/he uploads TLW every week faithfully and that is REALLY hard cos ytube is hard on such shows. So her/his account gets banned everytime she/he gets caught.
*sticks thumb and tongue down nd out
ps/ sometimes ytube is lousy!

Anyway, I've been having a great hard time lately. Cos I've been sleeping really late. So much so that I'm feeling awfully bad. Dizzy spells nd nauseous. Oh! I've been having bus sick. WHEN I LOVE TAKING BUS RIDES :(
I almost vomit when I alight th bus everytime. Nd I hate it.
All thanks to Mkt pjt:( It's causing my sleeping time ALOT nd we're presenting it only NEXT WEEK:(
We could have done it through this whole week ND NEXT as well. Argh.

I know it's HAHA, but I'm going KBox with darlings again tml(:
LOVESLOVESLOVES!
I think I can make it? If I don't feel good, I'd of cos give it a miss.

IMSICK.

TIRED

I DISLIKE MARKETING PJT.
*you drives me crazy literally

So many things to update about! Life's been a BUZZ for me these few days. *tired


There's SMP Talk today. Woke up at 5am just to accompany those little kids to dover. *raise eyebrows
But it was fun; considering th fact tt my leg doesn't hurt anymore cos I bought a new pair yesterday. Moolahs flying away~


Nd we went to KBox yesterday after school! (:
Much loves!
With mary also, but we didn't take a group photo- so just this(:
WE TOOK NEOPRINTS!
LOL! That's something big for me. Cos I haven't took it for a looong time. Shall upload them another time!


MUMU has been coming to my house consecutively fro MANY days. Why? Because of MARKETING PJT. Omg. We stayed up till 1am just to do th project. I HOPE WE CAN SCORE GREATLY. Not well, but greatly. Mr SUNNYSIDEUP, we put in a lot of effort. Recgonise it. Pretty please?

Anyway, decided to went for movie last minute with MUMU. CJ7 is nice but waste of money nd time. Omg. Th doggy is cute lar, but th show is STUPID.
There's so many movies recently. Kungfu, CJ, Jumper, PS ILY, Leap Year, Sky Love. Bah! money money money!

Oh yes! Guess what?
I got to meet up with all Ctb members except Baba darling. You know, I'm happy. Really. Cos Ctb are all busy with ther own stuff. It's hard for us to meet up, on weekdays. But now they're having holidays (nd they're taking initiative to meet up) no matter for what. From borrowing of vcds to singing K.
I REALLY LOVE MY FRIENDS CAN! (:

ps/ I really wanna GET A TATTOO.

BEBE Sexy Sale(:

In case anyone's wondering where I've been, I'm BACK nd I'm well(:
I've recovered from all SICKNESS alrdy! Woohoo!
*cheers / claps / screams / applause
HAHA.

Been very sick for th past one week. YES, one whole week. :(
Was at th brink of death, like seriously.
I NEARLY DIED! Really.

Thanks for concern from those who cared. Much appreciated! At least now I know who cares(:




th song was played on a repeat mode through th whole bus journey.
i wonder why am i thinking of you.

HELLOS!

yesyesyes. this is what i've been doing for th past few days.
started feeling sick since sunday afternoon nd it last until NOW.
It feels terrible to be sick man! I can't eat chocolates (which are right in front of me), can't eat fried chicken, can't eat ny cookies! Boohoos!
Th medicine's making me fcuking drowsy nd i hate it.

ps/shifu's birthday's coming, what should i get him? o.O *crack my brain

Yesteday's Sakura was GREAT! (:

Had an enjoyable time with Ctb -w/o chinyee- nd WH. Bad that Nel couldnt't make it.

All in all it was plain fun; even th guessing number game! Movie was great too!

pity laoda wasn't there. :(

But we're watching movie again together tonight(:

i don't want to go back to school,

i want us to last.

i want us to see each other everyday.

Is it bad luck to cry during chinese new year?

'cos I just broke down because of Marketing proposal.

Oh wells!

HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

Don't we look alike?


COUSINS LOVEY


Ain't she cute?! =]

This new year's kinda a bore. Not happening at all. Maybe that matter's got a BIG impact on everyone. But at least we still went around a few places tgt that's what matters th most to me(:

I love how we go around so many places as a whole big family(:

Meeting up with darlings tommorrow(:

Simply can't wait larh! Haven't seen them for some time! Nel nd wh coming too(:

yayay; totally love going out in large groupsY

Hope everyone's enjoying cny holidays?

Guess what. In this festive season, I'm worrying about our Marketing project. Boohoos! :(

123!

I TOLD YOU! I TOLD YOU!
BOOHOOS!
I'm having droppy eyes, hot forehead, blocked nose and a SUPER NOISY surrounding.

Classmates are discussing about online games nd one lecturer WHO DOESNT TEACH US playing computer game using one of th comp in our lab CAUSING VERY VERY MUCH DISTURBANCE ND ANNOYNANCE.

Changed my blogskin again cos I realised I had th same bkgrd image as my friend. And I don't like to have th same thing as people that I know. So I decided to change it again. Heh.

I'm so waiting for 5o clock. Lessons would be over nd I can go back home! Esp WITH THAT TOOT TOOT GUY THERE PLAYING COMP GAMES WITH TH VOL ALMOST AT MAX!!

Oh god! I'm feeling so grumpy larh. Still gotta do project ltr when I get home. Boohoos!
I don't like such life. But anyway, there's a break coming up in two days? Might be even need to come to school on NY eve:D

ps/ im buying new handphone(:
but i don't know which to buy o.O

Aww.
I miss Wenli (although
she's ALSO biased!)
Ok la! I be your spare tyre kaes!
*although not very very gam wan
But since you gimme 30%
discount.
WAHAH!

Btw,

I SERIOUSLY NEED A NEW HANDPHONE.

this one is SPOILT.

Boohoos!

Qianhui is a bad gurl.
She forbid mumu to tell me what she did to her hair. And it seems like she doesn't intend to let me touch her hair!
But I stil saw nd TOUCHED it yesterday. WELL, I DEFINITELY HAD A SHOCK OF MY LIFE. My dear sweetie, what did you do to your hair? What's gotten into you?
Alas, I thought it looked not bad on you(:
ps/ you're really happening. omg.

Anyway, I went down to CityHall yesterday la. Went to find shifu

and had a chat with him. Cos it's SUPER BORING there considering there are no people there! Omg. Th business there overall is POOR de lor. Oh! I saw huahua too. After like? Half year? Th last time I saw him was on NationalDay. Anyway, I stayed for an hour plus nd went down to Vivo for dinner with mumu after that.

Btw, I alrdy gotten my contacts(: Have I mentioned earlier? Take a look!

NICE?

Haha!

New Year is coming like, in three days' time? Boohoos! I don't know how am I going to spend my cny this time round. How abt you people? But definitely will be meeting up with Ctb` on saturday or sunday? We're going to Mary nd Nelson's house:D

Btw, I have so many wanna-watch movies. Date me date me!(: