friend

you make us wnna give up.
we don't understand, cos you don't say.
we don't geddit cos you alway say it's complicated.

you're trying t protect what you think it's right. we're trying t find out cos we're concern.

that's it.

hung.over.

Watched th former with th latter(:
Yes, before it's even out in th cinema! Caught th midnight sneak preview with Baby on Saturday. It made me laugh like mad. Especially th tiger part x)



Ld, your Ctb post 很振奋人心。But I'm not sure if it's going t work this time round.
i♥myfriends.

dedicated post t my specialONE!

PEEKTUREEEESSSS OVERLOAD!!



friends always says "i'd be there for you, whenever you need me."



nd i've always wondered how many meant it, when they say that.

because i know i'm guilty of saying that without really meaning it that way.
nd i've stopped saying that unless i really meant it!

BUT I KNOW SHE DOES!

my special one(:

th one with her doors wide open,

ready t embrace me,

without asking anything nd just let me cry my heart out.

even though she might be busy with her stuff,

even though she might had a long day too,

but she readily said YES when i asked if i could pop by.

my special one(:

i stood in th train alone, already in tears.

nd when she opens th door, i see a familiar face.

it makes me wanna cry harder.

i had a looooong day.



thanks for taking me in,



nd listen t me when that's what i needed th most at that time.



my special one(:



i'm so grateful t have you nd that you live so near me!.

my own psychologist.

my pillar of support.

my dear friend.

my special one.

thanks for everything last night!

you make me SMILE again.

i was still contemplating if i should text you.

nd i totally didn't regret that decision.

love you many,
my special one(:

put all those sentences together,

AKU CINTA KAMU!

dearfriend.

Let's bring it t th table, talk things out nd thats that.
Let's not care about hurting each other, pack our true feelings in beautiful packages nd just say what's on our mind.
I never thought it'd dragg for so long, implicating so many people.
It's getting annoying on my side cos it's affecting my life nd making me feel sinful when I don't think I did anything wrong.


note* This is NOT blog attacking. Because I can't even contact you, thats why I'm using this method t get th message across.


I promise I won't be 懦弱, 妥协 t your silence nd leave things lying around this time round.
Talk t me.

All I need was what you did just now.

A warm hug, from you.

不需要你多说什么, 不需要你为我想什么办法,
I just need you t be there with me.

Thanks boy.

I wish I could have stayed on just now.

真的很不想走。

But I couldn't.
nd i hate that!

thdearstuff

I would do self reflection myself too.

So many things happening, so many things going through my mind, so many things we do behind each other's back, so many things we can't say it right t each other's face. 没有人会觉得好受。
But at th end of th day, it's all because we're concern for each other.

I've thought so much when showering just now.
I have my bad; for everything that happened. I had my share of doing things that I wouldn't want others t do t me behind my back. But because I have done that myself, I wouldn't stop others nd mind them from doing that t me.
Perhaps that's what they call as give nd take?

It just seems t be getting harder; everything.

I hope we can make it through this together, dears.
(: