Faltered

On days like this, I should really stock up on instant porridge. Where nobody is home, where I have to stay home to finish up Marketing proposal, where I don't feel like going out just to pack dinner.

Life is, oh so stress. I look forward to tommorrow's shopping trip!

old stranger?

Life's been exciting for me these days! So many things happening all together! *tired

Marketing test wasn't very challenging, minus away th briefly decribe part.

WebPublishing test was a KILLER!

I seriously think I'm going to FLUNK it. Know what, I spent th first 44minutes just trying tO open th stupid floppy disk can! In th end I even had to change classroom=x Suddenly I prefer KC so much more than his friend. Nd I totally forgot how to do radio buttons nd frames lor! Gonna fail for sure. Fof th first time, I'm feeling so unsure of my end results. I knew I could do it, just that.. 天时地理人不合! Boohoos!

But smthg to make me happier; my contacts are here!! thanks to xuanxuan(:

She offered to help me buy when I told her I'm gg down to bangkit just to get it. Nd she volunteered to get it for me=D

HOW SWEET right?! lovelove(:

FINALLY i bought my CNY clothes(:

Shopped th whle afternoon away ytd at Bugis. Contented with what I bought=D

But I'm going back for more! To get th black bag that I didn't managed to get ytd, nd also to get skinnies(: Nd nd, to buy another shirt! Nd lastly also to buy my pumps(:

Oh yes!

I SAW A GURL WHO LOOKED LIKE ISABELLA LEONG!!

Then I said, "do you think she's gay?" Wahah! But omg, she bloody look like Bella luhs! So in love! LOL! mumu said I'm 花痴! =p

I also bumped into Karen(: She nd her friend. Oh! I ALSO BUMPED INTO MY 外遇((: Waha! =p

CA's leaving us, so we decided to buy a small gift as a token of appreciation apart from what our class's getting for her(:

Mygod. Had a hard time choosing th gift! So finally decided to settle on woman's favourite- chocolate(:

Nd I bumped into my primayschool bestfriends! Though there was a moment of akwardness larh. Cos we haven't met for some time!

Alrites, rushing off. Daddie's gonna use th lappy.

NITES, everyone(:

ROAR!!!

You know what?

Marketing is driving me CRAZY.

I can't draft an executive summary for nuts!

I can't concentate luhs!

But today's Marketing test was rather easy (pretty much a comfort!) though th previous paper was MUCH easier! Boohoos!

Nd guess what, I'm having another test this wednesday. WebPublishing. Dreamweaver. What th shyte larh! Can't wait for newyear's break!

Oh yes! New year! Speaking of that, I'VE NOT BOUGHT MY CNY CLOTHES YET! *fug

Omg. I so dowan to stay back tml for marketing project please. But no choice, th date due's nearing!

Ohmyfcukinggod!

Hell! I just remembered my contacts! I'm not getting my hands on them at all! OH SHIT!

SO MANY THINGS SO LITTLE TIME ND MONEY!!

Alrites. I wanna sleep. Maybe I can complete everything in my dream. Ha! I wish!

SUICIDAL

I've never ever once lOoked at myself and felt proud. NEVER. Not when I know I did badly. Not when I know I screwed EVERYTHING up with my own hands. I thought your were supportive.

I know comparisions are unavoidable.

BUT I JUST DON'T LIKE IT.

I may look down on myself once in a while but you can't! You just can't.

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Th day started out fine for me. Take note; started. And it ended in a pretty sucky manner. In fact, my evening is TOTALLY ruined. By just one sentence.

Damnit!

Os's results were released in th afternOon. Didn't feel too big a thing, I'm not taking it afterall. But definitely am reminded of last year at th GT fair, crying with everyon comforting me. SHIT.

2007 WAS FULL OF SHIT, DEFINITELY.

Don't doubt that AT ALL. Cos I had a pretty shittay year too.

If Singapore is like UnitedStates or America where we can own a GUN, I'd have shot myself DEAD many many times by now.

SUICIDAL

By th way. Between purple, brown nd grey, which colour do you people think suits me? Oh, it's for contact lens(:

I though purple would be nice, I like purple anyway. But do you think it'll be weird?

Omg. I feel like I'm blabbering nOnsense.

Shit.

*can i leave this planet for a moment?!

I've been having a POOR appetite lately. Only a meal a day nd yet I don't feel hungry at all. Maybe it's got smthg to do with my mOod too.

I'm truely feeling shitty now.

fcuk.

omfg.

shaneandbettecannevermake outfuckeachother.

but anyway, SHANE IS HOT!

i can't wait for S05!

Anyone have anyway of getting it NOW NOW NOW?!

OLA!!

AT 6:37pm. Sitting on a sofa after eating a tiny portion of champgane cake with my nails half done, staring at this blank screen for 11mintues not knowing what to write.
I don't like the feeling. This is what happens when I miss writing for a few consecutive days. Lose th momentum totally.

It's been a long time since I can take my time to shop, no matter for what. Including daily necessities. I have to rush to wherever I can get my stuff fastest, grab them and move along.
But today, I managed to shop a little shop with syazana at imm(:
Haha. I know, there's nothing to shop at imm. But look at me now. I simply don't have th America time to travel all th way to town just for cuppa coffee:( Sad, yes. I know. Maybe, I'd be fre after this coming weekend?
God bless.

Today's make up session + lesson was great. At least for me. I learnt quite a few tips from them.
Anyway, it was from Za(: One of my favourite cosmetics brand! Oh. And I bought a very nice colour de nail pOlish. Violet. Braaaavooo~

Nd seriously, I think I can start working next week? Oh lala! Warren's going to FIRE people soon!!

ps/ I haven't bought my CNY clothes yet. wth=/

Really,

Some of you might be thinking, I said I'd be on a short hiatus. Then why am I here again? Cos today's baking session ended early. So I'm here to upload all th photos we toOk today(:



I wanna watch this show; KundFuBasketball I guess?
Waha! Wait till qh sees this=p
Oh btw, happy birthday jay chou. ps/you're getting older=S

Today's bOwling session was fun! (:

Our grOup photo(:

Take a lOok at my crazy mates;

Ever seen someone bOwl with a helmet on?


That's Germain (with Ricky's helmet), by th way.


3Musketeers Gays.


Decided tO put 2 photos together. So Yingying's nostrils won't be so obvious!


Click on it to see a bigger version! GAY PARTNERS (Dickson & Eric) nd Peixuan(:


Foursome=D

So we went tO vivO for mOvie after th bOwling session. Watched I Am Legend (yes yes. i know it's been up fOr a long time!) nd guess what. All four of us are first time watching a mOvie in vivO. Haha. Mt tOrtise. Nd somehow we were so fascinated by th inside of th cinema. LOL! Syaz even said we were like tOurists! *sticks tongue out

Went tO City Hall after that. Craving fOr Chippy. So th 3 of us went dOwn while px went over tO ClarkQuay fOr Tiffany.
Went up tO find sweeties for a while nd went off. Happened tO see th official opening of th GT Fair CityHall.
Oh yes! I bought smthg that I really like;

Isn't it so just prettay! Lalala. I like Superman(:
By th way, it's a RING.

Then we saw this


Nd we photographed this

WAHAHA! Pardon my stupid face though. I was talking tO Syaz when th -.- camera wOman took th photo. o.O

Today's been a tired day. Drained physically. Need my bed badly. My current life is SCHOOL, HOME FOR COOKIE BAKING, SLEEP. Nd th routine will NOT stop until after CNY. I'm feeling kinda fed up.

For you, I've sacrificed my nails.
For you, I've sacrificed my weekends.
For you, I've sacrificed my sleeping time.
For you, I've sacrificed my time for friends.
For you, are my MUM.

Before I go on a short hiatus!

Update update update! (:

Been out for th past two days (like finally!) to visit th shifus again! Went tO vivO yesterday with Bow nd dOwn to CityHall tOday with mumu.
You know what. When I saw my shifu after one year, I was feeling so 激动 that I found myself blinking back tears. Somehow.
I REALLY MISS MY SHIFU MAN!!
Aiya. Forgot to take a picture with him just now. =/

Went fOr dinner with sweeties nd ningsi 学姐 =x
Stayed around with shifu until 10 nd went off with sweeties(:
Totally tempted tO gO back nd work. Even though th other peepos there SUPER SLACK can. Wait till warren come around. o.O

Btw, bOwie bOught me this from Australia (I think?)


TAKE A CLOSER LOOK!!

It's baby Simpson(:
How cute right? ENVY me, I've got sweet friends=D

If I don't blog today, I don't know when will I blog again if I don't blog today. From tommorrow onwards for a consecutive 3days, I'd be coOped at hOme nd have bonding sessions with flour, pineapple, egg, oven bla bla bla. *pouts
NO LIFE.

Anyway. Did I mention there's no school tommrrow? Hiak. We've got this bOnding session for classes when we are alrdy about to enter year2. Ok la. Thank thOse lecturers fOr organising. Even though it sOunds kinda ridiculous that we gotta pay if we don't wanna go. *throws both hands in th air

Ready fOr sports nd wellness! Woohoo!
It's been a long time since I've SWEAT IT ALL OUT!
Had a great game on wed. (:


Till then, take care Earthlings!

ps/i'm loving my webpublishing project can! xD

Guess what, I'm starting to love doing WebPublishing project.
Heh.

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I'll always have you.

WOOHOO!!

Him: 佳燕~
Me: 老大~
Him: 佳燕~
Me: 老大~ 老大!!!
Him & Me: 哈哈哈!

Heh heh heh! It's fine if you don't understand what was that abOve!
But I can tell you,

I WAS BLOODY EXCITED WHEN I SAW 光头老大
YESTERDAY AT TH FAIR!!!

Cos last year he said he won't be cOming back. Hurhs. Made me cry like mad frOm hOtel all th way tO th airpOrt. Heh heh. But at least my tears didn't gO to waste; HE CAME BACK THIS YEAR!! :D *super huge grins

Anw. Yeah, I went tO vivo yesterday tO visit those shifus. It was GREAT to see them again(:
Had a pretty gOod catch up with most of them! My shifu is cOming over this cOming tues/wed. I wan thinking of gOing to th airpOrt tO fetch him(: But i don't know his flight time. Maybe I'll check with warren again(:

Boohoo! Tommorrow is role play. Kinda nervous cos there will be a camera videoing us. *pouts
But at least we dOn't hafta wake up super early tml morning anymore (like during th orientation!)

I'm tempted to work at th GT Fair can! Th people this time (those i've interacted with) seems to be pretty friendly. But someone commented that I resemble Emily. o.O
IDK why, but they say cos I'm bubbly like what th shifus told them? Ah~
I don't know~

Oh! My deejay top (with th earphone picture) is cOming sOon! Like after eons! Sorry bOwie, for th SUPER LONG delay. Procrastinator. *sticks tongue out
Talking about online shopping, I'm kinda considering purple/brown/grey cOntacts. But cousin nd mumu say I'd lOok weird in purple. Heh. Maybe grey; which is VERY popular now!

Smth to say; I realise if I post an entry at Ctb's blog nd my blog on th same day, th contents are about th same? Haha. But no choice, Ctb` members doesnt seem to read my blog! =p
So must write similar contents at both side. But it'll be more elaborate on mine of cOurse(:

Alrites. Gotta stop. My hands are screaming fOr a rest. Cos they've been at wOrk since 10am! Omg, almost 12hours? Eeeeks!

ps/

In case you didn't realise it on th left hand side cOlumn.
Do you like my new hair? (:

pps/ i'm loving this sOng: tatto by jordin sparks. Thanks syaz fOr th great intrO(: i've been playing it many times on my mp4:D

LOST

Not in th best of mood lately.
Been feeling kinda ROTTEN recently.

My No-Life days has started long before yours, sweetie.
But at least you can move around nd mingle, be glad!
Cos I'm stuck in a kitchen.

Aww~

& i can forsee us spending lesser and lesser time together.
maybe even those after-new-year promises are not going to come true.
i'll be prepared for i'm sorry.

FIRENDS

Have you ever felt lonely even though you have many friends around you?
For th first time, I'm feeling this way.
Th picture totally depicts how I feel.

I went through th phonelist only to realise I actually have no one to accompany me.

I wanna go, I wanna see my shifu (nd sweetie too, haven't seen her for ages!) Aww~
How pathetic can this get!
How much more lonely can this feel?

Combien plus long dois-je attendre avant que vous apparaissez ?

POOR LITTLE FEETS!!

Just for laugh!

ps. it's actually mumu nd my prOject for our BusinessComm.
I thought it was pretty FUNNEH show I decided to share. Waha!

Oh! Rmb some time ago I said that I did S Pop for my BusinessComm's presentation? Argh. I total regret can! These few days when I'm watching tv, I'd see th S Pop advertisement. Nd you know what, it's all about Eric Moo aka 巫启贤 lor.
It's more like his CONCERT man! Walao. Utterly disappointed ithem. =/

Anw. I did not go to schol today. Know why? Because of this¯

SEE THIS?!

It's bleeding lor. But because of th flash, you can't see th radiant rich RED bloody colour. Utter pain. Making me walk on my foot. ie, th front part of my leg. Can you even imagine how bloooody pain that is. ROAR!!

*sighs
There's school tommorrow. I'm freakkingly lOoking forward to th next hOliday- in 10weeks' time. I can't wait!

If a lil akwardness now would bring us a long way, I'm willing to bear with it
now.

ps. I'm craving so Nutella ice cream now!

Boohoos!

Alright. Not exactly like this la. But ALMOST!! On th first day of school, help out for th Jan intake; had to wear fornally which meant high heels! Walked around th whole school th WHOLE DAY in HIGH HEELS throughout!!
Let me think. What do you call those little little blisters, ALL LUMPED TOGETHER AS ONE BIG ONE??!! And it's on both legs, mind you!
I was in so much pain that I lied on my stomach to sleep last night! So that I won't hurt my feet. I'm seriously thinking of not going school tommorrow. Esp when I have to walk around so much still.

Anw. Shall not bore peepos reading about my bad experience with girl's best friend (other than diamonds!)
Accompanied mumu to Queenstown in th afternoon, I practically limped all th way there!
Cos of my

PITIFUL LITTLE FEET.

It was a wasted trip anyway. But we had chicken chop at a AH Garden Cafe. It's nice! Nd healthy; they said so. Lol.

I'm done here. Having great FLU now! I'm feeling freaky tired; have been waking up super early for th past few days! Boohoos!

I'M BACK!!

HELLOS peepos!

I'm back from th Ctb` chalet(:

Bloody loads of picture; here goes(:



Darl nd I doing th kebab

It's SO candid can! She look so funneh!

Nelson nd I, cooking th vegetarian beehoon; in th end Eileen nd Baba didn't come. Cos of miscommunication nd they mixed up th day! Boohoos!


Chicken wings!! :D

Beehoon! Nd nelsOn:)

She's trying to show tht she did do something. Take a closer look, she's taking th picture herself! Hahs.

Preparing sausages;hotdogs;crabmest! Yummy!

Starting th fire. This time round, th fire was started surprisingly FAST!

Guess what are they doing?

Washing hands, cos Nelson used his bare hands to handle th charcoal~

FIRE!! FIRE!! Lol.





Ooohhh~ Cooking through th night.
We started cooking preparing around 6 nd all th way tO 9(:
It was so much fun; even though Weihou spread th butter like nobody's business nd Chinyee spreading th HONEY ON CRABMEAT like don't need money! Haha!


Enjoying our fruits of labour(:
Though they're kinda cold but tasted great!


Lazy people who start lying down after eating!

So that was th end of first day, we end it while playing Bluff nd Uno. Much fun! Our hands were all red after th game, but we enjoyed(:

Nd th next day they woke up at (latest)12noon! I woke up at 830 nd was on my own for 2solid hours cos EVERYONE WAS ASLEEP!
Had lunch nd went to arcade. Believe it or not, Chinyee nd I challenged Silent Hills together nd I must say we're great partners! We did go a far way man! (:


Mary darl nd ME(:

MushrOom darl nd ME(:

Laoda/mumu nd ME(:

Anw. We went for cycling after arcade.



At th beach(:

Oh! Sidetrack, see what MUSHROOM wrote on my plate:

ROAR! But I think Nelson's PUNDEK nd Weihou's NEI HOU is funnier! Stupid jokes that never fail to make us LAUGH!





UNGLAM but she's my love.


We call this tourist's attraction kinda photo taking! Haha!

Nd this,

is so NICE.

Alrites, i guess that's all?
After today I'll be back to baking cookies bla bla bla:S
Just reminded, school is starting soon. Boo! Skip this section; I don't wanna think about school reopening man!

Anw. It's 2008 man!*though it's a bit late
Hope everyone had a fun time counting down nd had a great time!

I'll update again tml. 've got so much to say!

With lOve,