I miss Tricia, badly. Boohoos:(






Btw,
HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance to all!

It's not going to be a COLOURFUL entry

Who do you think you are to cause SO MUCH unhappiness in my family, to make us all worry all th time, to do this to us when you're in THE WRONG, when you let us down in th first place?
You know what, just FUCK YOU!

I totally believe in KARMA nd that is what that is going to happen to you. Just wait, honey.
Nd I won't let you harm any of my family members.

Oh! *throws both hands in th air
I just needa get it off my chest. It's just so m*therfu*king to hear all these bullshits again man. Grow up! Just get things done nd over with. Carry on with each of our life on our own man!
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On a MUCH lighter note. 2oo7 is ending in 2days. Excluding today which is ending in like, 2 nd a half hour!
I WANNA EMBRACE 2008 HAPPILY! nd please let me be able to do so, willya?
I don't do resolutions nd this year's no exception. I know I can't keep them with me for long. So why make yourself guilty at th end of th year thinking that you did not stick tO them through th year? (:

Anw. I was greeted by a DEAD lizard this morning when I woke up. It was found dead at my sbalcOny. IT TOTALLY FREAKKKED ME OUT. I think Mummie killed it by mistake. =x
It's just SO GROSS. I still shivers when I think of it now, eeewww!

I'm gonna be sO BUSY for th comingup few weeks. Holiday=mummie's cookie business. So there there. I'm not really enjoying my holiday (though I have days out nd sleep in till really late) cOs I gotta help out in that businnes, get started fOr sch in one weeks' time, get ready fOr GTFair in one week's time!

I'm like a CLOWN! Juggling so many things at a time. But it's gonna be FUN(:
I just hOpe that my bOdy's able to take it. Like, I won't fall ill next year. Please? Not even flu, headaches, backaches. Em, maybe headaches? Since I've got them with me since 10yr old! I'm gonna miss them if they're gone. Heh!

Alrites, gotta go now(:
Catch up with my 12hours beauty sleep, like Wenli(:

Earthlings(:

Greetings, everyone!


How do you like, being left alone as if you're transparent? Argh. That's how me, mumu nd syaz felt this morning! We met up at 10 tO go back tO sch for a 20minutes meeting. Th thing was supposed ot start at 11 nd guess what? It only started at 12noon! Nd we were really totally treated as if we were transparent lor! They totally ignOre us when we went in nd only started talking tO us at 12, while having a meeting on their own. ROAR!! Lousy Exco, I'd say. *roll eyes

Had lunch at ljs nd left tO meet Ctb(:
It's always fun tO be with them, had a GREAT laugh tOday(: We went tO chinatown fOr interview fOr GT; nd I'm so lOoking fOrward to it pls! I kinda can't wait for it tO come! *beaming


Had a light dinner there nd went tO Scoopz w/o Mary. Discussed abt chalet for a bit nd plans fOr 31dec(:

Aren't they very into it too? So am I! (:

ps/ i think chanting do work. cos thats what i did nd now we're having vodka for chalets!
I think only wenli knows what Im talking abt; cos I told her why vodka wasnt allowed initially. Lol.



Actually I'm kinda tired though. I wanna stay hOme for th next 3 days, to help out in baking ny cookies nd tO relax. I'm getting something like rashes on my palms now for rolling th pineapple fillings intO a lil round ball for JUST 30minutes! It wouldn't be like that in th past. I think my hand's getting a lil sensitive. *hurh

So I'm applying mOisturizer like free! Haha.



Some fOod fOr thoughts,
How does it feels like tO resent th idea of going back tO somewhere you used to be familiar with?
How does it feels like tO know your bf is cheating on you even thOugh you know it's just puppy lOve?
How does it feels like tO be plastics?



Lol! Just some randOm thoughts la!
Good night everyone(:

STOP expecting anything from me, everyone.

I've done my best;

I've given all I could.

Learn to appreciate(:

MERRY XMAS!

While everyone is out enjoying nd immersing in this festive season, I'm home.
Everywhere is surrounded by th festive joy nd I hear Christmas carols everywhere -even on blogs! Nd my neighbour's kids are singing em too!

Maybe I'd get outta house ltr in th middle of th night(: Grab a few friends nd gather tgt? I wanna gO countdown on ny at tOwn. Anyone heard me? Date me on 31dec!!

I wanna go on a holiday badly. I'm looking forward to our chalet, darls.

Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS to all, with love!

When even Vodka doesn't help.

EVEN SANTA FEEL LONELY THIS CHRISTMAS.


I had a BAD day cos I got a dressing down (one of th worst in my entire life till now!) from mummie.
I had a GREAT day cos I got a treat to Swens from daddy.
But I guess. Being scolded, followed by a sumptous dinner treat doesn't make one's mOod better. I'm practically blinking back my tears while swallowing down th fOod. But th exchange of few smses with sweetie definitely made me felt better.


It's Christmas Eve in one minute's time. So what? Christmas is not part of me this year. Yeah, just this year. 2yrs ago, on th street greeting everyone you see with a BIG BIG smile on your face saying MERRY XMAS. 1yr ago, staying at mary darl's place nd cOunting dOwn with all those lOvely ppl. Well this year, I'M GONNA STAY HOME. Yes, stay home. Not even to friend's place. No last minute plan either. I'm just gOnna STAY HOME.

I don't know. It just seems like th festive joy didn't hit on me this time round.
But if there's really a Santa out there, I do hOpe my wish'd cOme true.
'cOs I think I've been a pretty gOod gurl this year.

I think I'm lOsing myself. Like, everything is cOming hard on me. EVERYTHING. Now, I do feel like a COMPLETE LOSER!
How does it sOund like to yOu, to end one's life this Christmas?

ps/ th mOon is shining so brightly into my roOm.

Lte's Cohabit! =D

ROAR!!

Maybe it's sometimes good to remain naive nd think that everyone in this world will always loves you. HAHA. I'm being naive now.

Fcuk. My backache are BACK. N hellya theyre causing me bad bad mood nd difficulties moving around. I need something to fall back on literally. *sighs
What can I do to make them go away, it hurts.

I had a sinful dinner last night. Daddy's treat to PizzaHut! (:

Meeting up with Ctb` for chinyee's birthday tml:D It's a shame darling can't come:(
Oh! Bon voyage darl! (: Bring us sOme gOodies frOm hOngkOng!!

ps/ I'd be spending xmas eve at home. nd i'm thinking of having a lil drink session.

What does it mean when you constantly dream of one same situation?

lOve, jiayan

PICTURE OF TH DAY!

Blurred; Ice Jiayan Qinyi Karen(:

Like finally, she 舍得 tO take a picture with me(:

But actually, i also dOn't like tO take picture in school unifOrm. Heh.

Reminiscing their CHILDHOOD at ToyRUs:)

We were supposed to meet up fOr Alvin and the Chipmunks at vivO tOday. But th ticket was selling so FAST that only th first rOw is left. ROAR!! So in th end we did not watch. Hmm. mumu was disappOinted:(

ND SHE LOST HER WALLET TOO! We don't know how she lOst it also. After we bid gOodbye tO Karen nd Ice, when about to enter th train entrance then did we realise that th wallet was GONE. *hurh
I'm sorry fOr your lOst, mumu(: *huggs

tOmorrow is public hOliday. i'm gOnna stay hOme? *bored

oh! I've been addicted tO ANTM recently. Been watching cycle8&9.

Ctb` finally met up fOr dinner yesterday at malio's place. With Eileen also! Omg. I can only say she's SUPER active nd friendly!

Darling nd I, at malio's place yesterday fOr th steambOat(:

*funneh way tO take a picture, but I'm lovin' it!

我真的懂
你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看着我说着你爱过
别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂

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I'VE CUT MY TRESSES.
SHORT.

spell H O L I D A Y S!!! :D

Hello earthlings!
I'm back:D Haven't been on a hOliday, just BUSY to update. Heh.
School's fine so far since it's HOLIDAYS! (:
Which means I'm starting to help put in mummie's cOokie baking business!

Oh! Mkting lecturer made us a cute nd HEART WARMING video(:
It's sO sweet of him can! For th first (maybe second, previously was abt th debate!) time, I felt that he's not that bad afterall.
Thought of sharing what he did for us, it does take up sOme time okaes(:
Anyway, I made this for Ctb` nd Sugarush toO! You gurls better appreciate it kaes! :D
Click here tO see what our lecturer did fOr us! It's seperated intO few different ones, this's th one with me. LOLxD
Make this lil something for your friends this festive season(:
I'm sure they'll lOve it!

I've been having a weak tummy for th past few days:(
I've been visiting th toilet VERY frequently. PLUS th weather's been pretty cold lately, I'm getting more nd more ill. :(

Bruddar's gone to Penang, representing WWSS for hOckey competitiOn.
I'm missing him. Aww. It's weird not to have him at hOme:(
Did I mention? He's such a sweet lil brOther. He left in th morning at 6am that day. sO when he went out, he msged me saying that he's left for penang nd byebye. So I sprang up frOm my bed to realise that my whOle family's gOne off WITHOUT telling me. Yalah yalah, it's 6 in th morning, but I thought they'd tell me ma.
Nd when I ask my bruddar why didn't he wake me up, guess what he say?
You're having lessons later, don't wanna wake you up.
SEE?! MY BRUDDAR CAN BE SWEET TO ME TOO!!! aww~

Hopefully Ctb can have th steamboat successfully next week(:
*sighs There's no initiative.

ps/ I've been addicted to this game since this afternOon. I happened tO stumbled upon nd is ADDICTED to it! Try playing it HERE!

I could be you confiante
Or just one of your girlfriends.

Ola(:

Under th mask, what do you see?

Had dinner at TerraCafe. their set meal was considered cheap, 9.9o for soup, main course nd icecream(:
Nd they serve GREAT mushroOm soup please! It had th taste of natural mushrOom with NO msg or strong smelling/tasting condiments! I simply lurrrvvv it! ps/ it's better than PizzaHut's!

We had vanilla nd coffee icecream(:

Roast Chicken with panfried linguine nd rice(:

Anyway, th motive for this entry is tO introduce TerraCafe at Vivo. Cos it's really worthwhile nd delicious!

Btw, saw Jessica Liu at pageOne. She was having an auntOgraph session fOr her diary bOok? Oh, she's really pretty in real life(:

Chance upOn

Baby bruddar got hit by th hockey ball when he was training for th up coming match at Penang. Nd resulted in 8stitches at th right tOp of his mouth. Ouch. That is like, so pain. But he said he felt nothing=/

Stayed home th whole of today. Didn't meet up with malio, cy nd laoda in th end. *hurhs
Cos maliO nd cy did not go to sch today. so laOda nd I didn't go down tO rp. instead, she went tO clinic with her mum while maliO, cy nd nelson went to Farmart instead. Roar! I'm left alone, no one tO accompany me tO vivO.
So in th end I stayed hOme tO finish up TLW (yes yes, I tOok a long time to finish watching). Cos I dont wanna have a big gap of timespan btwn S04 nd S05.

It's th rainy season now. hOw I dislike it.

SICK

MOTO Q

This is th new phone from Motorola. It's jus like a personal computer.

Email support; yes. 3G support; yes.

Music Player; yes. Bluetooth; yes.

Talktime; 546minutes! Th only thing that I don't really like is that it's 2megapixel.

But anyway, th main feature of this phone is like a PDA phone. So I guess it doesn't matter even if it's not 3.2mgpx? (:

I think all business man should consider this phone, it comes in BLACK nd SILVER! There's also a MUSIC version of it, meant for people who like music & everything at the tip of their hand!

This is a worthy buy.

*credits to Nuffnang

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I've been thinking of changing to LiveJournal.

I've fallen sick; flu nd fever.

There's no school tomorrow, cos lecturers are not around nd such. It's great that we don't have to gO to school la, but how can like that de. Aiyo. =x

Although so, more nd more projects are due. All on Monday, in fact. Gosh.

See this?! It's th new version of TSFG! It's th size of an A4 paper ba? super HIGH when I saw it can! Bloody NICE!! Heard they're cOming to Sing on th 22nd? Can't wait tO see them again!! (:

ps/ I AM HUNGRY; from sneezing.

weird i know, but that's me. i get hungry from sneezing too much.

Pictures pictures:D

WE LOVE EACH OTHER(:

While waiting for chinyee nd mr.Nel:)

Done nd ready tO gO:D

Had a fine evening last night. Music was great, companions were great(:

Went to MakanSutra (next to DXO) with everyone for late dinner after th concert. We were starving; didnt manage to eat anything before th concert. =x

Went back to darling's house this afternoon to grab our stuff. th five of us slacked there again(:

*Pardon me, I think I'm writing in some weird manner that even I find myself strange. I'm feeling LOST.

I don't know what's wrong either. Just feel very 不踏实~ Kinda uneasy.

There's school tomorrow. How I dread it. Somebody, entertain me please. Make this week and next pass QUICKLY.

ps/ I'm so not looking forward to Christmas still.

Well, to clear some misunderstandings. Th entry below is not talking about you, wenling. I SWEAR.
Darling, all th best for your perfOrmance ltr. We're watching you sing(:
As for your bf, i really don't know what to say. Maybe I shall say it to you straight later?
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Anyway, I changed my mind about what to wear later again. Heh. Bought a new black lil dress at Bugis nd decided I'd loOk better in that(:
I must say tt Ctb` have great chemistry can. All decided to wear black nd white without any telling each other in advance=D

7hours, before I get to see my lOvely sec sch mates! I'm so excited about seeing them; cos I don't know who'd be there. Haha. I hope it'll be a great night(:

*Bow, I'm sorry for putting you aeroplane again. I'm dearly sorry! Promise we'll meet up after you get back from your overseas trip kays! :( I miss you toO!

ps/I wanna enjoy tonight.