CNY was so-so. Blaaaaaah.

Oh man, school is starting tomorrow. Haven't been back for A WEEK.
Did I say? My purple contacts got caught during spot-check. Damn.

Btw, Mary darling, I took a look nd realised what you said was true. Lol, it just happened so unknowingly. =B

Didn't mean t fight with you,
but baby you just got me hopping mad.
Don't forget your promise about thurs uh.

ps/ you haven't apologies.

=(

huat ah.

Many many many loves t Starfish, Syaz, Mary nd Chinyee darling!
Cos they were th only ones who visited me during th past 6days. (:
Especially Starfish, for coming down everyday.
xoxo'


In case anyone has been wondering what happened,
JIAYAN WAS DIAGNOSED WITH STOMACH INFECTION ND HAD A HIGH FEVER
for th past 6 days.
All thanks t a simple action of closing th windows in room63o4.
Anyway, it was so bad that I got hospitalized, plus dehydration.
They took my blood, xray nd some other whatnot tests.
&& I'm not better yet. I mean, yes. On th whole, no more vomitting & diarrhea, no more fever, no more muscle aches, no more stomach cramps/aches. BUT I FUCKING CAN'T SPEAK cos my throats hurts like crazy!
Like there's a sword or something pointing at my throat.


So tomorrow is CNY. Nd I just got back from ahma house from reunion dinner. Ate th littlest ever, simply can't swallow any food. My aunt even bought chocolates for everyone. Nd EVERYONE starts eating them nd even asks if I want some. ps/ my folks are eating chocolates now as I'm typing this! Oh man.


Okay, I'm off t teevee now.



whole day whole day whole day.

I'M SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF NOW
THAT I CAN KILL MYSELF.

will be back tnight.
come back ltr t find out why.



leng~~

Every now nd thn,
just wanna remind you that
iloveyou.
不要忘了我有多么爱你。

Sarang ah~


On days like this.

Because Midori makes me realise that it is
important t express your love courageously.
不管他爱的是不是你，
不管他知不知道你爱他，不管你们能不能在一起，
just let him know,

你爱他。
nd th rest isn't important.
Cos at least you've conveyed your love.
(:

Was a kinda fruitful shopping trip, considering that both Starfish nd I bought something! =D
Damn tired, cos we travelled from Orchard t Bugis t Queensway nd thn BACK TO Orchard. But it was fun though, taking buses going all over Singapore.

Anyway, I bought a satin + racer back + hoodie + black very pretty dress. JIAYAN IS A HAPPY GURL! Lalala~

How unique can it be right? Having so many desirable conditions in ONE dress(:
Black satin hoodie racer back dress. Puuuuurfect!
ME LOVE!

I'm gonna stay home nd DIY some accessories. imma make my necklaces into wristlet! Woohoo! Just hope th enthusiasm won't die dooooown. Nd imma read Art of Undressing. Oh, nd t research on PR Project again.
ps/ woohoo! no more game show baybeh!

Could just stand there forever t glance at th stars,
knowing that you’re looking at them too.
That’s a kind of undescribable feeling.

(:

isit?

Woke up from a nightmare tday. You wouldn't know, you wouldn't guess what it was about. It wasn't th first time having similar nightmares. It was real. Th real-est ever. My mind is still resounding all th words you said. Everything, I remembered vividly. Nd as usual it made me wake up, crying.

Is it because of insecurities? That human often hold on t things they know they won't own. That human would live in self denial mode t make themselves happy. That they constantly look for little clues t proof closeness, even when they're drained nd tired. That they're eager t create memories with those they love in fear of losing them th very next moment. That they would pass up th chance of sleeping just t be with th one they love a lil longer.

Is it because i'm scared of losing someone i hold so dear t my heart?
Is it?

th rain that seems fake.

th tears on th bus yesterday was not bcos of th song but what you said, honey.
yes, th song did made it worse.
but it was more of what you said.

i admit that i was a lil emotional nd unreasonable earlier on.
i shouldn't have done what i did.
man, i always end up feeling apologetic after fighting with you.
it really tortures me t be quarelling with you.
but it irks me when you become oblivious t things that every elses sees.
bah, forget it!
it's not your fault anyway.
i'm sorry, i shouldn't have raised my voice at you.


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Oh man, there's AOFA CA tomorrow. I'm so not prepared. Moreover I can't practice it on lappy, cos it's th dumb o7 version.

Been blogshopping for clothes, (my black Kimono dress arrived!=D)I'm gettin a lil worried that I wouldn't be able t buy CNY clothes this coming weekend, bet everywhere's gonna be overfilled with people. Damn. But thn again, I'm looking forward t this weekend's shopping trip. Note t self: buy lingerie nd mummydearest's bday present.

i realise i can't keep myself sane in jurong point when i'm alone. i'm like a crazy gurl walking up nd down up nd down th escalator. i went up t Level 1 thinking Shihlin was there nd realised it was at B1 when i reach Level 1. Went back t B1 again t realise that it was actually at Level 1. Just too many things going through my mind. Bahhh, i really don't like t leave things hanging.


Anyway. Eons ago, i came across this novel called Th Art of Seduction at POPULAR. Kept procrastinating nd in th end i did not buy it. Nd tday i saw it at th BIG BOOKSHOP at Clementi while buying a file for PR's project (speaking of which, i haven't print it yet! Look at th time!) nd it costs ONLY SGD7.90!! i remembered it t be 20odd at POPULAR. But thn again it's such a long ago book, i reckon th value's drop since almost nobody would buy it. i'm happy, cos i'm armed in a good book. (:

I FEEL INSANE NOW.
nd i'm unhappy:(
what an irony!



ps/ i'm deprived of a good movie.

Kinda did that on purpose, bleahs.


& your hiccups were damn disturbing, ohmy. xD

ROOM13.


xoxo'

RAWR!!

PROJECT MADNESS!
public relation public relation public relation

WILL BE BACK SOON!


Sleeeeeepyhead!

musings

A trip down t Bharat Building turned into a shopping session. Scammed!

I have NOT bought my CNY clothes yet. Will be going with Starfish next week though. Oh dear, I'm so afraid I wouldn't be able t get anything. =(

We got a lil bored, heh.
xD

Check out th spaghetti I cooked! Lol.

Damn random. xD

Spicy Cheese is NICE.

META6

Th crave for spaghetti is BACK. Went t SS with mummudearest just now nd bought th sauce && ingredients. Imma cook tnight again!

Anyway, I think I'm really not committed t D'GamePlay (name of our current PR project) like, totally! Urgh.
I don't understand how we (which includes ME) can rock PlayMax (Marketing project) last year but unable tdo D'GamePlay. Urgh.
Nd I'm sure I'm not th only one. Lol. Th last meeting wasn't exactly constructive. Although we did get some things done, but wasnt't exactly productive either. Oh man.

Nd t make things worse, ONE Singapore (yet another PR project) isn't on th track either. Goodness. How are we going t hand it in on Friday. T_T

Okay. I don't wanna fret about it. There seems t be so many things on my mind now.

I haven't bought my CNY clothes, there's so many PROJECTS, Kbox with Ctb or meet M.Switow tomorrow, what time can I start cooking (mummy is busy in th kitchen nd I can't enter!), I haven't bath, I'm darn sleepy, I wanna watch Midori no Hibi, why is laoda not replying my sms, I'm hungry blablabla..

I DON'T WANNA MOVE. I WANT A MARIAH TO SERVE ME ND SOMEONE WHO CAN SHARE MY seemed-to-be WOES NOW!!

It sure is a bliss t watch th one you love sleep. (:

ps/ kbox or project? kbox or project? kbox or project? kbox or project?

pps/ before i forgot, STOP sending emails t my hotmail acct. IT DIED ON ME for th umpteenth time.

Popped by City Hall for Ctb + Starfish + Nelson + Eileen meetup. Thfoodplace have th Omelette Rice=D me like th omelette rice!
Went t th 春城洋溢华夏情 fair t see my callighraphy shifu! Didn't managed t catch 花花. Shifu said he went in th afternoon. o.O

It kinda feels like 团员 t me(:

Damn, we just realised that PR project 1 is due next friday. 亏我们 still so slack nd lag, like we have alot of America time. Gonna rush it out this thursday nd friday. Boohoos!

KBox on Saturday uh! We go town de outlet, then I can see th weave bag I wanna buy. Then maybe can shop a lil for CNY clothes as well. I'm starting t panic a lil. Cos I haven't gotten any clothes.

Yayness. I'm kinda looking forward t Thursday(: Starfish promise t shop a lil for new bag! But he doesn't want t watch ANIME with me. Because th anime I'm referring t is PONYO. Urgh, I think th lil goldfish is CUTE lor! I love t irritate you with th video of th actual singers! WAHAHA.

Okays, I'm kinda beat. Gonna hit th sack!

撒娇就赢。
不管是你还是我。

xD

=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

probably one of th best thing you've done?

you'd never guess.

(:

super special!

School is starting soon like, in 10hours time?!

Had dinner at 店小二 with folks nd Starfish. I treated them t dinner. Awww, I'm so great right? I know! xD

Finally can dump my new but spoilt shoe. Shopped around JP just now nd bought a new pair! Prettay nd cheap. ME LIKE! Cos got STARSFLOWERS. Nd it's black(:

Okay, feels like I'm blabbering nonsense now. Btw, Long Island (Tea) tastes like shit nd FairPrice Nestle brand's ice cream is inedible. We tried it, it sucks. Nd worse, when you combine both together. Really. && 1A (or is it A1?) de curry puffs damn nice suddenly! I used t not like it, cos I think th skin's sucky. But Daddy bought it just now nd I thought it was damn nice. (But I still don't like th skin though) Th curry is nice, cos it's like gravvy form. (:

me love spending concrete quality time chatting with you like just now. me love pillow talks. me love lying on your laps nd chat through desert nd drinks time. me love you.

Gaaah, feels like i haven't said this for some time.

Urgh, drunk.

一样的任性

GAAAAAH! Starfish nd Mummy says th difference of my hair is NOT huge. T_T
We spent 5hours+ inside that salon leh! Damn, th service is lousy please. WILL NOT GO BACK THERE ANYMORE. In th end I was late for meeting Starfish. Ended at around 6+ nd rushed down t meet him.

Did I mention? We got our pay alrdy! =D
money money money~
Treated Starfish t BentoBox th moment we got it. Remember uh, your treat on th 28th! (:
Gonna treat folks t dinner tomorrow night, hopefully if they can make it!

Phumph. I so don't look forward t school reopen. Suddenly, I'd rather work at mrgoh's office. Lol. I wanna earn earn earn moneh! I'm contemplating on a PSP, a MP4. I'm just so glad I managed t do my hair before CNY! *reminder t self* Gonna go down t office t collect my other half de pay some time next week! WOOHOO! Double grins~

Okay, I'm uber sleeeeeeepy~
I wanna sleeeeeeep!
Gnights world♥

Sometimes you make me so mad
I want to push you into th oncoming traffic.

Then I realize, I'd die trying to save you.

i know you're not th only at fault.
i shouldn't always 对你发小姐脾气。
i shouldn't always walk away when you make me angry.
BUT.

you shouldn't always talk t me using that tone.
you shouldn't always abuse me verbally like that.
you should have chased after nd apologised.

glad we're good again quickly.

xoxo'

gonna be good, again.

Just love spending time with you.
Glad we're good again, boy(:

Just stop saying that I like t 耍脾气 when you know clearly who's at fault.
phumph.

Salon visit with Chinyee tomorrow!
Can't wait(: