nd bcos it's HALLOWEEN.

I shall declare;
IT IS A BAD DAY TODAY.
bcos today is Halloween.

Went to th hospital yesterday night to visit ahma. Ahma is much better now. Came out from th ICU alrdy. Thanks god!
It pains us to se ahma lying there with so many tubes nd rubbish attached to her hands nd legs.
Tricia was there too; making a din. In th end, th doctors wanna throw us out. =x

BUT SHE'S CUTE!!


Do we look alike?


Peixuan nd MUMU was asking why did I take these photos.
Th reason:
When I saw this/these guys pulling grasses with their bare hands, I felt touched*
LOL. I know yuu'll luff when yuu're reading this, but.
It's like, these people are using THEIR BARE HANDS to pull out grasses just to beautify OUR country. I think they're very 伟大!
Okay, lame. o.o

*********************************
I am feeling so dejected nd forlorn. I did th Evaluation thrice nd FAILED thrice.
Went in th morning with MUMU before school nd again after school with MUMU nd peixuan.
ps/ THANKS PEIXUAN for yuur check out my matching pipes! It's just so super funny can; it totally brighten up my mood! =D
Nd th funneh action tt goes with it, WAHAHA! =D

ENERGY

is coming le!
It's a GREAT news! But I can't chase. HURHS.
Cos I'm BROKE nd nobody wanna chase (except me nd ahboo)
ahDi~!!

Was watching th BioSkin programme on tv, nd they said gurls dislike hairs on their hands. It's so UNTRUE for me. I adore my hair on my hand okays! People say gurls with hair on their hands are pretty gurls! Hurh. *I am a pretty gurl.
xoxo

I'm feeling so BLOODY uncalm now! Wtf is happening to me?! I guess th fact tt I failed my Evaluation 3times is a BIG BIG HIT on my confidence. Alrites. I'm not theory test ANYMORE until I complete my 5.o2 practical.
ROAR!!!

You have no idea. Why am I the way I am, so dOn't even try to understand.

*********************************
Sorry for th sucky attitude today.
I'm such an ass! HURHS!
Feeling so bloody fcuked up. Everything's not right today.
Maybe it's cos of POACHEDEGG who insisted we present our idea when only 1/2 th group's present.

HAPPY BURFDAY KAREN *HONGSHAN DAJIE!!
hOpe yuu like th champgane cake(:

Been thinking of ahma's operation th whole day. In th end, I didn't go dOwn to see her after th operation. But my fOlks are there. Had her on my mind th whole afternoon; luckily she's fine now. (:
Ahma, I know it'll be pain but bear with it kays! LOVE YOU!

I'm going for riding theory evaluation tommorow. This time, I really have to read for awhile. =x
If not I'll fail for sure. I'm dying to get my license ASAP.

Sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yes im smiling,
but inside i am dying!

T!

Maybe we shouldn't be on speaking terms.

STAGNANT?

Met up with mary nd mumu in th morning to gym, nd th lazee chinyee did not come cos she couldnt wake up in time =/
Lunched tgt nd she went off to bugis, while me nd mumu went off to driving centre. ROAR! I failed th practice again; failure! LOUSY ME. Boohoos!

It's randOm, but I like this shot


Take a lOok at this. BEWARE! xD


tOok this at Far East. Th sadako's super freaky! she's walking around just like that. intO th crowd, amongst th crOwd. SUPER FREAKY! I tried to walk up to her to take a picture but when she started walking towards me, I freaked out nd lala-ed off. She's so small sized nd not notice-able that she scared a gurl who was walking towards her direction, nd the gurl let out a shriek! LOLx)

Did I mention? We bumped into sweetie at Cini! She was there with her friends for some carnival.. Nd she did got her license =)
*drive me around, drive me around*
It was so gOod to bump into her, I haven't seen her for quite some time=D
Nd I miss jenn nd wenli tOo!
Can we bump into each other soon? Lolx)
Nd we bumped into Karen (with Vic) toO! Didn't really talk much; we're seeing each other everyday in school! =x
Nd it's her burfday tml;
HAPPY ADVANCED BURFDAY, AUNTIE KAREN! =D

Tml's ending so late. Hurhs.
7mOre weeks to hOliday!
Greatness!


Nd i lOve this shot! (:

Will I be your safe haven too?

MUDANE ND DRY.
That also describe how I spent today, minus away th greatness of having MUMU around. (:



That's the way she communicate with my lappy. x)
HAHA!


Ok. I know this is nothing glam. I got so bOred studying what are html, http, jpeg, tiff nd bla bla bla. Nd this is what you'll get. Urps.


Th content's for me to know nd you to guess:)


Does this lOok like a digicam to you? Well, at least it does look like one to me. [It's a card reader!]


Revision with MUMU around is never boring! lOves!

Finally meeting up with Ctb` -chinyee nd mary- for gym tml morning. =D
Haven't seen them for almost 2weeks. =/ Can't wait to see them.. (:

Going dOwn to BBDC tml afternoOn.
For thoery practice again nd might bOok evaluation onthspot. *lazeee

Anyway, try viewing this:
I know it' small, but that's the best I can do le.
Omg. Ahdi is MY LOVE! HE IS SO 好看 nd EVERYTHING!


MEGA LOVE!

Hurhs! I'm craving for DOUGHNUTS. =x

IN TH GAME

看着自己心爱的人慢慢蜕变成另一个人。
有种莫名的感伤与不舍。

I've always thought this was what I wanted. But it seems like it isn't that easy for me either.
I really don't know what to say; walking home alone doesn't help me to clear my mind anymore.
It's no longer exclusive.
No longer..
I told myself not to cry. Nd I did my best to keep it there.
But still, it came rushing out eventually.

I've expected this, but not so soon. But don't worrie, I'd be able to handle it. Very soon, I'd be able to do it. (:
But until then, I'd just drown myself with tears nd vodka.

I wanna do nothing but let my tears flow.

Maybe this is karma. Letting me experience how you once felt. Nd I can tell you; IT DOES HURT.
I'm sorry.

Come back to me, baby.

WELCOME TH NEW PLAYER!

Sometimes I just wish that a car can come along from nowhere, bang me right on my head. Nd th next thing I know, Im in th ICU. Nd th next next thing I know, I'm gone from this world.

*****************************

I hate it when I contradict myself.
I hate it when I have to go hungry.
I hate it when don't have enough money.
I hate it when I have to see bus99 driving away in my sight.
I hate it when my friends are late nd yet I have to wait for them.
I hate it when it's raining nd I have to get wet even though I've got an umbrella with me.
I hate it when someone steps on my footwear.
I hate it when classmates come in making a HUGE din.
I hate it when friends tap my head when I'm having a serious migraine.
I hate it when people whom I know maglign me.

I like it when I get to see beautiful things.
I like it when I can stay home nd enjoy watching movies without disturbance.
I like it when nobody cares about me when I'm solitude.
I like it when I have something to adore.
I like it when I can take busrides alone, especially in th rain.
I like it when my friends surprises me.
I like it when the sales people greet me when I enter th stores.
I like it when my nails are nicely done nd not fragile.
I like it when I FEEL GOOD.

*****************************

If there's one thing that made me happy today, it'd be

=]
It's fascinating nd it makes me gay (happy, i mean).

I'm having one of my bad days today.
I can't type anymore.
I don't know what am I saying. =x

ALL DRESSED UP

This lady above (Mia Kirshner) is my current lOve also. Ah, ah-dores her too! Simply gorgeous. =]

POM is freakking BORING. Lectures are getting more and more DEAD. WPB is so COMPLICATED. I'm so worried about my GPA for this sem. *Argh

Been losing my sleep for the past two weeks. I just can't sleep no matter what time I climb in to bed. Practically *rolled around in th bed for 4hours before falling asleep nd wake up 4hours later. Nd I'm having tummyaches for th past one week too. Shyt whenever I eat. Lol. Doesn't soud very hygienic but, yeah.
I've been ranting so much; I'm in poor health lately.

Sweetie is not replying my msg. Guess she's celebrating? Cos she got her drivinglicense le! SWEETIE! Can I be you first few riders?! Ahh! I can't wait to get my bike license!
SIMPLY CAN'T WAIT.

Have I ever mention? I want a tatto. On my neck. ((:
I don't care if it's cliche or corny. I just want one, and want it there. ((:
Ahh! I want this badly also!

ps/ I'm feeling bloody uneasy. it seems like something's going to happen/happening.

Everyone else is just average.

Tadaah!
This is what I've been anticipating all night (last night)! Breakfast (finally) from MUMU. ((: *BIG GRINS
Alrights larh, I'm so excited cos after knowing her for 4years, this's th first time she initiated to make me sOme breakfast. x)

Gone down tO BBDC this afternoOn. RAR! I think I made a total FOOL of myself in th rOom when I started tO do th RTP can! I thought we had to use our finger (th finger print part) to drag th cursor on th screen -it IS a touch screen- nd guess what?! You actually only have tO tap th screen with your nails. GREAT. I even thought that I was so suay to have a faulty computer that I changed my seat lor. Bet th gurl seating next to me earlier on is laughing at my silliness now. *roll eyes

Anyway, MUMU nd I went tO IMM for lunch in th afternoOn. If you've been there, you should know there's a restaurant called BaoLuoWanXiang. We've tried th dimsum before nd it was great! But I'd tell you, all th other fOod are not recommended. Absolutely NOT. Becos we tried it nd it wsa BLOODY SALTY.
See our rating;

HAHAHA!

By th way, dO you know that kids nowadays are so freakking blessed? Not only th have fanciful barbiedOlls nd electrical consoles (PSP etc), even those mini cars you see in th mall are sO advanced;

See, they even have a screen. How great. o.O

Halloween is nearing. Take a lOok at this SUPER BIG pumkin

Can't see a much difference?

How about this?
It costs 45bucks; th big one. OMG. I'm definitely not one of those who'd spend 45bucks on buying a pumkin, especially just for a days' festival. =x

I coOked chicken chOp for my fOlks for dinner. Alrite. It tasted NICE. But th afterwOrk's tedious. =x
I had to mOp th flOor twice nd mummie did that for another 3times. Anyway, she practically moped nd wiped th entire kitchen again. How not very great.

Did you know?

David Copperfield was charged with rape in tOday's news. So there there, his upcoming shows in Southeast Asia are all cancelled nd postponed indefinitely. No matter true or not, it hurts his reputation. Hopefully he's fine; he's a goOd magician! Luckily ahbOo, mumu nd I have not bought th tickets for his perfOrmance in S'pore yet. We intended to gO together. Luckily. :D

who's that GOLDEN SHADOW?

Did you read th newspaper yesterday/today?
J.K Rowling divulged that Dumbledore IS A GAY.
See? Even a series of bOok that are meant for kids, have a GAY character inside.
I think th Christian/religious people will dislike her (nd th series of bOok) even more. Aww. DON'T DISCRIMINATE LARH.

*******************************


If there is one reason I'd chop off my hair (out of anger), it'd be th fact that it's causing pimples on my back.
If there is one reason I'd cut my nails (willingly), it's be th fact that I'm hurting myself while bathing.

Listen tO The Weakness In Me by Joan Armtrading. It was said tO be a lesbian lOve sOng.
Haha. It seems like I'm promoting lesbianism/gay-ism here. Opps. Just that I think they should enjoy th same rights nd privileges hetereosexual couples dO. LOL x)

Going for RTP tml. I think it's gonna be fun; considering th fact that I just have tO press th buttons nd answer th questions. Whee~

I can dO KateM. for BCM. I'll so happy((:
POM IS BORING SHIT. Esp when th lecturer is not at all like what classmate* says, he's a pleasure to our eyes. Certainly no, in my case. =x

p s/ *I'm so anticipating tomorrow morning:D
p p s/ ahma's going for operation in 2days' time. God bless!

*wide grins

Alrights!
I admit that I'm lazy to go around tagging people to relink me.
So this was what I did.
Anyway, I gues many of you came from there?
LOLx)


This is my ULTIMATE cute until cannot de lil cOusin.
She came over to my place ytd (with her whole family), nd we had so much fun tgt. I really lOve her (&kids) can((:

School again tomorrow. Argh. I hate my timetable. I'm ending at 6pm practically EVERYDAY. How NOT great. RAR!
& I'm going for my RTE in two days' time, I hope I can get it all right th first time! Wish me LUCK.
((:

What's going to happen to me?

Decided to devote all my coins into here from today onwards =D
Bought these piggy banks cos there is EEYORE on it:)
Nd I like th Ultraman one tOo.

BBDC-ed again in th afternoOn. Yayness. All theory lessons are OVER. No more seating in cold roOms for 100 minutes; but have to be bbqed in th sun for 100 minutes each practical practice. Argh. Must wear lOng sleeves; troublesome.

I'm tired of this blogskin. I wanna change.

OH! Did I mention smth? In my WebPulishing class, 1.the lecturer is called KC -which sounds like Casey- nd he's a guy. 2.There's a guy called Shane. How great; imagine Shane McCutcheon in my class =/ 3.There's a guy- Lawrence lOokalike! Haha, that is if you know which Lawrence I'm referring to. Gees>.<

You know I really like to blog? Cos I can write whatever I want here; no matter people reads or not. =x
&^%$#, that's it.

I don't know if this is just a phase in life that every teenagers would go through. but for me, it seems to be more than that. more than what we'd go through and grow out of.it may seem like a phase where we're grobbling with who we really are but what happenswhen we finally finds out who we really are?what's going to happen? what if it isn't just a phase, but something that's stuck with us for live? are we going to accept that ME? are they -the people out there- going to accept who we are? maybe this grobbling period can nd will change our whole live. it all depends on who we hang out with; what we do.
"What would you say, when you're brought in front of the God?""I am your creation. Accept me the way you created me."
-Bette to Kit, TLW

I'm not a Christian or something. But i think this is something that really make alot of sense.It's a simple, yet powerful statement.

*****************************************************

I saw a butch couple today =x

BURN ME

HAPPY17thBIRTHDAY ICE! :)

Went to Dover in th morning to attend a award presentation*
Boring~ Almost fell asleep; especially in that air conditioned roOm.
Celebrated Ice's birthday at th canteen. Hope you like it, Ice=D

Went to th opposite side; hospital. To visit my ahma(:
She's feeling better, stayed with her for few hours nd went off.
Thanks MUMU for accompanying me=]

Actually, nothing much happened today larh. Oh yeah, 8 more weeks to holoiday! LOL x)
Dropped by at JP after coming back from th hospital. Nd decided to go into COURTS to try my luck; my mp4's button kinda faulty. So I tried to ask for a change (without bringing any recipts/warranty card) nd guess what?
TH GUY ACTUALLY LET ME CHANGED IT!
Wahahas. I think th guy let me change it cos he thinks I'm pretty((:
Whee! LOL. Think it's kinda unprofessional? Urps. >.<
Have't been eating much for th past few days again. Only had fishnchips (nd Ice's cake) today. WHEE! Slim dOwn slim dOwn~
WAHAHAS! :D