Volunteer work's kinda baaaaaaad. Screwed up th first person that came up to me.

爱人还是很帅。期待演唱会！

Some working session tml. Can finally meet up with Mary darling(=
Pity that Sweets wont be able to come. *BUT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, 真的(=

Going to fall sick soon. Troubles from throat and nose; like always.

Totally not in th mood to blog.
Shan't say why here.
心情非常非常不好!

Reply tags though:
Jenn: alrdy outta town? meet up for lunch again when you come back(:
Qianhui: (= don't mind it too much! loves!
Malio: I'll be seeing you tml, catch up kays! MISSES!!
Hazel: Hello you! Another surprise tag! (: Thanks for you concern, cya ard!

心情不好

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPOILT BRAT SYAZANA!
I know you like th Tigger alot right? Cos it's from us(:
Add them to your collection!
And you're legal now!! We can watch M18 movies w/o peixuan now!! WAHAHA! xp

Alrights. Th most happening week of this holiday is COMING!

Because I'm going to do volunteer work at YISHUN tml! Helping eldely to fill up income tax (or is it CPF?) stuff at a community centre. YES, all th way to YISHUN. *zomg

Then Sunday, my 爱人 is coming to Singapore!! WOOHOO!! Nd sending him off on Monday, most probably.

April Fool, going down to Serangoon for th training like we don't know what to do alrdy! And Wednesday. Promise to go bbdc. *cross fingers I really wil try to go down larh. =(

Thursday nd Friday will be working at SIM with all my lovely friends(=

Nd Saturday, back to YISHUN for volunteer work.

Nd taddah! Last week of holiday. Actually, I'm kinda looking forward to go back to school. Mummy wants me to find a permanent part time job. But I don't want to. Then she say's I'm so slack nd blah blah blah. I don't like it when she chides me saying that I don't think for my future. =/ Just lemme be myself. Lemme do what I want to.

因为我不想以后老了，再来后悔以前没做自己想做的事。

ps/ my bruddar is a inconsiderate idiot.

Aiya, very emotional nd feeling very unhappy lately 就对了.

Oh, sorry Weilong, unable to meet you ltr =( Not on purpose de larh, totally fergot I still need to do th volunteer work thing tonight ma. dui bu qi! Meet you th next time you book out kays, owe you one(:

Been watching 原来我不帅 for th past two days. 张勋杰, totally like him can! From Outsider to Outsider II to 原来我不帅, omg. So lovable! *winks

Nd sweetie, what's going to happen? Your FYP nd th work clashes. =(
Tell me again what's going to happen kays. If you can't work, lemme know earlier. Think of some solutions(=
Nd Jenn dear, enjoy your trip to hk nd take GOOD CARE of yourself there(=

Going off, to peel tau gay (gay gay gay) for mummie le. Then try figuring out th auto-inclusion shit ltr. Omg, die die die. How to help them when I don't even know how to operate th system?! *faints

I KNOW I AM SELFISH

I know I have no right to say all these, but I don't care.
I know I'm selfish. But which human aren't?!
Don't say you care for me nd you love me.
Even you yourself is selfish at times, just that you did not realise it.
you can't and you won't have th best of both worlds.
If you really cared for me, you wouldnt do this and still ask me not to be angry. And this is so fcuking not th first time. If I hadn't care about you, why would I even be angry then.
Sometimes, it's just hard for me to say some things out. I once told you you'll always be part of me, no matter what and you gave a smirk nd said mm. Maybe I've hurt you deep inside, but you silence inflicted just as much hurt in my heart. I've told you, that you sound unconvincing. You laughed a little, and that's it.
You once made a remark saying how selfish I was to hold on to you, and yet not wanting to be tgt.
I KNOW I AM SELFISH.
But guess what, I am so going to give all up. Everything, all privileges. Everything that used to be mine solely. Nothing's exclusive now.
Not even me.




I am a very HOME person. Take ytd for example. Just one call from mummie of usual nagging for bike lesson, it affected my mood for th whole day. To th extent that I did not even have th mood to do m favourite thing. And like the other day at IMM, that unintentional sentence made me teared. VERY MUCH. It was really awful to hear that sentence; even if it's only joking abt it for more than once let alone being serious about it. But I know you're not, of course.
Anything that happened at home would affect me th most. Even a little little disagreements between my folks can make me feel awful nd wanna cry.
I've always lived in a happy family. Nd I am still. I am truely gratfeul for this, God.




If there's anything that could make me unhappy for one whole day, it'd be my family and YOU.
Forget it, I reckon you won't believe this sentence either. Just like how you smirked at my heartfelt words th other time.
Thank you very much(:

Omfg.

Season finale totally crashed me.

BUMMED TOTALLY, like what sulinn says.

T_T

ps/will update ltr.

bohemian like you!

What's th worst feeling you've ever felt? Cos I just felt that way this evening. Don't wanna talk about it anyway. =(

It totally disrupted my mood to blog.

So long!

BEFORE AFTER

Please. Tell me there is a different (except for th lighting, of course) cos I've asked 3 people nd all of them said there isn't much/no difference at all!

I spent th whole afternoon doing this nd this is th reply I got.

T_T

BLABBER!

Went to Bugis nd PlazaSing with MUMU for a little shopping. Nd she bought this really nice RED top!
Succumbed to th temptation of th guy in CottonUp nd bought a purple tori pouch (for 5bucks) which is totally not of any use to me. Yet another example of weak mind! All he did was Getting that as well? when MUMU was paying for th top nd me attracted to th purple small lil pouch.
Then I got it.
yadah yadah, weak mind I have!

Next is to Bugis, shopped a little nd went to QQNoodle. She's been saying she wanna eat there for like a century? =x
Th food's kinda nice, I liked th sambal fried rice(= Nd the noodles are really QQ can! =p
To top it off, th noodle's looooooooooooooong!


But their dumpling's a *use high pitch voice here* little too giam siup on th filling!
Look at th big dumpling SKIN. Try finding th filling of it. =/
(In case you can't, it's on th top left hand corner of th dumpling!) See, it's soooooo small you had to squeeze your eye to find it! *roll eyes


Considering th fact we had really little for lunch nd MUMU wanted to try 2 of their dishes, we ordered three dish to share; sambal fried rice, QQ noodle nd fried reman with gravy nd it costs us only ard 17bucks(=
Minus away 40¢ for each cuppa cold water. Lol.
*Omg. Feel like I'm promoting this eatery. Shall stop here.

Before I forget, I'm gg to change my URL again. But not yet(=

Anyway, when we were at Bugis Street, we were stopped by their management. They wanted to take photos of us wearing th stuff we bought there for this competition. Nd th winner can win 500bucks! We almost said yes but ultimately no. It's kinda funny to change straight away just to take pictures of it. Furthermore I'm missing a belt; will look like some retard w/o a belt for tt top. So we declined.
But anw, if you're interested. Go here for more details.

Right, now I'm sounding like I'm some blogger doing promoting on blogs. Shall stop here totally.

ps/ The Weakness in Me is my latest addiction though it's an old song!
pps/TLW So511 is GREAT! Aww, it's ending in a weeks' time =(
ppps/I cant find those titles in Kinokuniya (Maybe I should really try PageOne!)
pppps/I WANT A JOB

BYE lovelies!

Carresing th plates!

If anyone of you have a job to introduce, tag me here kays(=
Don't wanna stay home nd do nthg this whole holiday.
*but I'll be frank; I'm picky.
I dowan anything like sales promotor or anything tt requires training=/

Sometimes, people just tend to oversee some things which are so near to you, which you see everyday.
Nd today, I had a great example to show. Take a look at th picture below;

This is th picture of my light in my room's ceiling. It seems nth special, but take a closer look.
Can you make out what's th alphabet carved on th brown circumference?
Well, I've always thought it's an alphabet A.

But guess what, IT IS NOT AN ALPHABET A.
It is a combination of two alphabets;


MY ROOM'S LIGHT/LAMP IS BRANDED!!
Lol. In case you still haven't make it out, it says LV.
HOW COOL IS THIS!
Nd I only realise it after using for like, 8years?! =/
I always look at th light/lamp nd think; why do they wanna carve an A on it? Does it symbolizes anything?
I found out this evening nd called my mummie into my room, wanting to share th joy of my BIG DISCOVERY.
Then my folks walked in nd I pointed at th ceiling nd said, Mummie, do you know tt th letter carved there is LV?!
Nd my mummie started laughing at my stupidity nd said I was so slow. Apparently th whole world family knows except me! She said even my bruddar knew it ages ago!
T_T

Great.
I'm a sloooooooooooooooooow ass.

ps/I can't wait for th second half of March to come quickly! It's gonna be happening(=

TAGS REPLY:
xuanxuan; I'd pretty much like to have purple bedsheets! WOOHOO! Wait till mummie repaint my room, then I'll get purple bedsheets! THEN I'LL HAVE A PURPLE ROOM~! =D
qianhui; WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING?! O.o
qinyi/xysthus/mumu; WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?! *raise eyebrow
GG; Lol. Aiya, joking only la. Anw, Another side of my room has two shelves FULL OF EEYORE(= Lol! Maybe I should show it here someday. *winks
syazzy; thankyou thankyou! nd I wanna see your room too! nd your hair too! xD we should ge Sentosa larh! =(
tiffany; waiyu~! miss you also!! put a tagboard at your blog ma. then we can da qing ma qiao there to let xuanxuan see! xD I see her chasing me with a chopper! xD

LASTLY.

If you happen to see those titles on th left <-- hand side, tell me. They're said to be good books. I wanna borrow/buy them(=

Rainbow, after th big stormy night. Is it?

It's 7:35am at th other side of th globe now(=

*still, it does bring a smile across my face whenever I think of that.

Is it raining there? Or is it a windy morning there right now? Many people must still be in bed. But there are also people in th park at this time, walking around breathing in th air of a fine Sunday morning. How about those who wake up early to prepare breakfast for th whole family? They're up already, arent they?

I stayed in bed until 3pm today. I think I don't have th courage to get out of bed despite th fact that I've already woke up at 10:30. I felt very much at a lost; just like last night.

When is th last time you cried whenever you're alone? When is th last
time you cried because you were scared? When is th last time you cried till a
point that you wanted to let go of everyone nd just jump off from your bedroom's
window? When is th last time you cried and cried and cried and cried but no one
seems to realise your tears? When is th last time you cried until you lost your
voice to cry even harder?
When?

Alas, I had one of th best night + dinner this evening.

I am, grateful for it. Truefully from th bottom of my heart.

GREETINGS GREETINGS EARTHLINGS!

THIS IS MY NEW BED!
Jeez, this picture make my room look a bit too spacious! But anyway, I still hafta get a side table, nd tadaah! my room is done(=
Oooohh~ I'm so so loving my bed pls. It's simply so comfortable(=
*grin grin grin

Anyway, a week of HOLIDAYS is are gone *pooffft just like that! T_T
I have't done anythng constructive like finding a job; meeting up with friends
Let's see what have I been doing for th past one week;

monday- exams nd library
tuesday- exams nd Ikea for new bed
wed- stayed home nd clean up room with mummie
thurs- accompanied grandmum to hospital (nd saw Nat Ho!) *shuddup Issac, I know you get to see him very very often! But I don't! =(
fri- accompanied mummie to publisher to get some stuff; MUMU came over for
some movies till late.

Tadahh! There goes my FIRST week of holidays. I should start getting OFF MY BED nd find some part time. I don't wanna stay home th whole holidays. It's gonna be BORING.

Nd guess what, Malio is going for a holiday! Not to mention tt she promised to bring fried roaches back for me!

EEEEWWW~!
This holiday is BORING. Find me smthg to do.
There's a class gathering though; this coming wed. But I'm not sure if I'm gg anymore. Cos shayazana can't make it. =(

To jiahui; yubbyubb! I'm having holidays now(: enjoy yours too=) take cares!
Qianhui! What are you screaming about? o.O

Off for lunch now;
take care lovelies ♥

Had no intention to blog today. But guess what, I saw Nat Ho in th hospital today! I was there helping my grandmum to collect her medicines nd started looking around out of boredom. Nd I saw him! (: He is so good looking. So good looking! *hua chi

今天是他的生日。
买了蛋糕在家等他回来。
他会回来一起庆祝吗？
他会吗。。

Spent th morning cleaning up my room. Waiting for my new bed to arrive on Friday! =)
Went to TiongBahru plaza for lunch with mummie after that. Omg, its so nice can! Not to mention it's cheap(:
But I don't think many of you would like it. Cos it's all 家常便饭 and 小菜 nd poridge/beehoon/rice. I wanna go back again.

I'm waiting for next week to come quickly. Oh, there's class gathering at Sentosa one week ltr. Wonder if we should go, though it's organised by Germaine. It's been a long time though, th last time I went to Sentosa.

I want my new bed new bed new bed!!
Dear bed, can you hear me calling for you~~~
Omg, limjiayan you're so lameeeeeeee! =/

Anw, I've redone my nails. Since it's alrdy coming off. Sorry mushroom! =(
But yes, I'll definitely get you to do my nails in th future again. But no leebun* please! Lolxp
Anw, it's purple this time! I reckon I still suit purple. My contacts's purple anw. Nd I've got a favourite top in purple as well! Ooooohhhhh, I'm so gay. So gay! =/

Ok, I'm hungry. Off to find food.
ps/ my updating rate'd be HIGHER than usual cos I'm bored this holiday!
Aha! Maybe I can blog abt somthg intellectual?
Lol.

So hang ard, lovelies!

Btw, enjoy th following video! I'm so loving it(:

&& I have to be strong all over again.

to get through this fcuking period on my own.

with no one giving me a shoulder to lean on.

Hellos earthlings!

Take a look at this cute lil shoe first(:

Aren't they simply adorable?!

Anyway,

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

Ytd's paper standard's relatively standard! Really rather standard Comm paper. =/

Today's paper was kinda o.O

I think I know how to do it? I think I can pass? *twist fingers

But guess what, my WebPublishing was a DISASTER! Fcuk!

I got a C. Great, there goes my 3.6 this sem. T_T KC said my project was good but written was bad. Yes I know, th practical's shitty too! ROAR!

I'd better pass my Marketing with GOOD results. Cos I spent th whole of ytd afternoon&&evening&&night revising! Revising like this

But when I get bored,

Haha! Hide behind eeyore!

Since exams are over, I've got some free time on my hand. And this's th result of my free afternoon today;

(Click to enlarge)

You know, I really liked th nails mushroom did for me. But it's coming off le! =(

I'm gonna redo it again soon.

I've got many many free time now anw(:

Btw, I'm getting my new bed on Friday!! =)

I'll post pictures of my room here on Friday. Wanna share with everyone my new bed! WOOHOO!

gone with palette, here comes metal!

*CHUCKLES

Suddenly I'm so free that I have nothing to do. I've finished TLW S510. It's sucha great episode! I hope someone watches it so we can discuss! Wonder if sulinn has alrdy watched it? o.O

Mushroom, why not you watch S05 first? While waiting for Chinyee(: It's really nice S05! =D

Anyway, I pretty much like this sentence nd wanna share(:

As a person grows, th expression found on his face starts to get lesser.

Is that th case for you as well? Cos I think that's th case for me. Esp when I find myself starting to cry silently at night to myself.
There's no more expressions on th face.

Tears just trickle down, shoulders just shudder, face's just wet..

2nd entree

4 Jan 2oo9.

Omg,

SEASON 6!

minus Paris Hilton, of course.

But she does seem to be party goer5!

Lol, own joke though(:

Out for dinner, woohoo!

No choice's turning, I'm going out for DINNER!

sweets!

exams!

Hur!
I'm hungry.
Super hungry.

He doesn't learn from his mistakes at all.
Creating troubles again nd again.
When will he start to learn nd act maturely.
Sighs.

Don't vent your anger on us.

Oh fcuk.

ps/ I hope that dream would last nd come true! =/

Marketing A+ student?!

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love. But to you, I
give my affection, right from the start. I have a lover who loves me - how could
I break such a heart? Yet still you get my attention.

Tired. Revising everyday, today's no exception =(
But mumu's PSP is a great distraction. Nd it got me tempted to buy a purple PSP as well. Lol. Ever since her PSP revived, she's got more games in it lor. It's so FUN suddenly, to have a PSP!=/
Another example of my weak mind.

Went over to mushroom's place last night for manicure. Ooohh~ It's really great to have others to 服侍 can! =p
Spent quite some time deciding on what colour etc to use. But I'm happy with th final result(:
Thanks mushroom!

Omg. I've not finish Marketing's revision lar. How? Nd there's BizCommunication too. Omg.
But I'm tired. I'm gg to sleep soon.

I WANT A POLAROID FOR MY 19TH BIRTHDAY! :]

Changed my blgskin for th gazillionth time!
Just when I thought I found a really really prettay and beautiful skin that's appealing to my eye, I saw someone else USING TH SAME thing.
Shuddup, I know you'd say just let it be lar, your skin's not that unique anyway!
But I just don't like to have th same thing (tangible or not!) with someone I know. I swear I will find one that I like nd it's TOTALLY mine one day, just like my KateMoennig website! :(

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On another hand, take a look at my latest addiction!


Liked it SO SO much since it was first introduced! This cuppa thing tastes JUST SO NICE[:


Didn't go to sch today; wanted to do self revision. Oh yes! SUNNYSIDEUP called me ytd. My god, it scared th shit outta me! Cos I thought it was sweetie who called, but I heard a man's voice at th other end. I nearly hung up when he asked if it's me. 作贼心虚; cos nv attend school!

Great. Exams so so coming. Procrastinating. I'll start revising tml. I will, I will. Haha! Tommorrow NEVER comes. =/
I hope I can get good grades for my Mkt. I''ll flaunt my results here after I get it! Ha, I'm so confident of myself!

I know it RANDOM and my birthday's more than half a year later, but I wanna have a Polaroid for my birthday this year! Ok, very random. But I really want it(:

omg. red + blue = purple!

It's random but;

I can't fall asleep although I'm fcuking sick now.
I ate a lot of chicken meat today.
I have a friend who's going around Singapore catching MasSelamat.
I WANNA MOVE TO AMERICA.

beenthinkingalot.ishouldmakeadecisionsoon.

yes,ishouldnotseatonthfence.ishouldnot.

idontwannakeepthisasecret,imgoingtomakewhatitseemstobe,tobe.

IAMFEELINGMISERABLE,VERY.

red + blue = ?

Caught The Leap Year with Shayazana nd Qinqin just now at Jp. Woot; good show!
Compared it to 881 somehow. Omg, Ananda Everingham is so HOT in this show- great body!

Went back to school for 2hrs. Nd left. Cos attendance's not taken into consideration anymore until end of next week. WoohoO! Can stay home nd study instead of gg to lectures. Exams next week, nd after that is HOLIDAY! Woohoo!
But guess what, mumu nd I hafta go back to school tml for 3hrs for th training of income tax form filling for th old folks.
Its actually a volunteer work la. Taking place durin th March holiday but we hafta attend training. =x
If not gen ben donid to go back! ROAR!!

Oh btw, I finished chiong-ing My Girl. Slow, yes, I know. But omg, LeeDongWook is so good lOoking! CURRENT FETISH. Wahah. Nd yeah honey, Lee Jun Ki is good looking too. In that show only=p

ps/ i totally need to do smthg to my hair soon. it's getting so fugly. Like really, fugly!

CURRENT FETISH

1201

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!

Enjoy today, babe(:
Hope to meet up ltr, busy gurl?
Lovesloves nd more LOVESY