isit?

Woke up from a nightmare tday. You wouldn't know, you wouldn't guess what it was about. It wasn't th first time having similar nightmares. It was real. Th real-est ever. My mind is still resounding all th words you said. Everything, I remembered vividly. Nd as usual it made me wake up, crying.

Is it because of insecurities? That human often hold on t things they know they won't own. That human would live in self denial mode t make themselves happy. That they constantly look for little clues t proof closeness, even when they're drained nd tired. That they're eager t create memories with those they love in fear of losing them th very next moment. That they would pass up th chance of sleeping just t be with th one they love a lil longer.

Is it because i'm scared of losing someone i hold so dear t my heart?
Is it?