Someone who you love, he can give you everything but love.
Someone who loves you, he can give you nothing but love.
tell me tell me. tag me with you answer. th former? or th latter?
(:
labyrinth;
I've decided not t buy it from her anymore.
If you don't want dead buyer, don't be a dead seller!
Shopping with mummy again (for th 3rd consecutive week) this afternoon!
Nd TADAH, I found my Speedy tday!
To further make my day, it's from GUESS.
One of my favourite brand =D
BORN WOMAN; automatically feels happier after shopping.
LOL.
So on th way home we saw this van beside us nd I quickly snapped it for my Dad (cos he like Doraemon!) =D
Cute, isn't it!
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Chasing Pavements, Adele
I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,
If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even if i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere.
no baby, i wont' give up. even if it leads nowhere(:
chasing pavements;
我是咎由自取吗?
可能/还是异想天开。
从你爱的人口中听到他说你和别人很配。
那是怎样的感觉,有几个人知道?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it
leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i
leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere.
I won't give up.
Imma rock this hairstyle!
PR CA tomorrow.
Urgh.
Lately suddenly a lot of school work.
CDP, PR, AOFA.
Sudden uphill of workload.
My new hair received some extreme comments.
Imma rock this hairstyle!
Hopefully.
Lol.
Okay I totally lost my train of thoughts suddenly.
Gonna stop for now.
Now check out my new hair!
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HAHA.
Full face in next post!
am verbally abused.
谁欠谁?
xD
呼呼
It's always this time of th month that makes us quarrel (or somewhat quarrel).
More often than not I'd go with what you say. Nd I just hope that at such times, go with my flow.
You know how I am like during PMS.
就配合我一下好吗?
Will be back later with photos!
Gotta mug a lil now,
Mummy's busy baking NY sample cookies th whole day.
HotShot is nice please.
Know I'm slow, but nice uh!
Okay, gtg now!
Victoria's Secret!
Cos she didn't managed t get her bag tday.
Hurhurh. So we tried both Bugis nd Orchard. But none of th other designs were t my liking. I only want that TRANSPARENT. I whined nd whined nd whined.
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Which do you think is nicer?
Tag me! (:
I just have a thing for transparent/semi-transparent nd BIG bags!
Okay. Now I don't know which t choose.
Awww, can I have all? xD
All 6 are so pretttttaaaaayyyyy!
BAGS T KILL FOR!!
Why are there no VS outlets in Singapore?!
T_T
Anyway, on another note.
I've finished watching ANTM Cycle11.
I DON'T LIKE TH WINNER AT ALL.
It's Mckey not Samantha!
Doesn't she just screeeeeeammm HIGH FASHION t you?
I don't know what made they chose McKey over her.
I think Samantha'd be such a MUCH MUCH better choice.
Okay. Enough of th ANTM rant. Since Analeigh nd Elina's alrdy out.
Now even Samantha didn't win!
Alright. There's a maternal gathering tomorrow at Sakura.
ahma's treating us t it.
WOOHOO.
I love love family gathering on my maternal side!
Suddenly I'm reminded of something dreadful.
Urgh! There's a test for PublicRelations coming next week. Omg.
I don't even remember when is it.
Nd speaking of this, sunnychow has been a real pain in th ass recently!
I think he's probably having pms or memopause.
Scolding everyone when only one person did smthg wrong.
Urgh. He's getting more nd more hard t be around.
i don't like him.
Okay. Off t bath.
Mummy's calling(:
words can't describe how much iloveyou.
songs can't sing how much imissyou.
poems can't convey how much i have t say.
Day1oo.
Looking at them makes me wanna eat them again.
baby it's been a 1oo days.
im still here(:
MANGO STICKKKKKKKY RICE=D
IMMA HAPPY GURL cos I bought Thai Mango Sticky Rice=D
*yums*
Th whole place was packed as always. I felt like my bag was going t be torn from squeezing through th sea of people. =x
Damn. Ever since I laid my eyes on that
Gonna bring her back t Bugis soon t get her shoe nd dres nd my bag!
Dear Guess TRANSPARENT, i miss you nd i'm gonna make you mine! waaaaaait foooooor meeee xD
Even if I don't understand th rationale behind your request I'd still do it.
Nd all I want is for you t trust me too.
ninty-six
I seem t smell maple syrup! xD
if i ain't got you
Work was cancelled last minute yesterday cos th whole office went down t th FoodFair.
Then foursome lunched at JP nd went t buy board games. YES you got me right. BUY BOARD GAMES.
LOL! Debated on Jenga nd PayDay nd gotten th latter in th end. But believe me, th game was duper boring. We gave up half way through nd just shove everything back into t box nd placed it aside. It was that not exciting. =/
Wasted moolas!
Shopped at Bugis with mummie tday=D
♥ th crochet design!
~`toodles
secret exposed!
My wisdom tooth is giving me GREAT trouble. It's hard for me t bite using my right side of th mouth now T_T
Nd it has this feeling that it's sucking in everything that enters my mouth. Like it's absorbing everything that goes in. =x
Certainly doesn't feel good.
I'm going shopping with mummy tomorrow. =D
Can't wait. Haven't gone shopping with her for a looooooong time. But gotta wake up at 10plus t accompany her t finish off some office work first.
yawns. Now I feel like sleeping =x
Gastric problem, wisdom tooth problem, heart problem.
ROAR!
Willya be my penguin?
"i liked it when my fingers were entangled in yours & my head was on your chest listening to your heartbeat. it made me feel safe. like at that moment, nothing bad could touch me."
you asked me what's wrong. i couldn't exactly come up with a what's wrong too. but it just didn't felt good. no baby, it didn't. not even a hugg would help. cos th damage was already done.
felt th worst on th favourite.
one of those days,
Hundreds of things I wanna blog about.
I used t dream nd fantize about my future wedding. Since I was young, watching those soap drama with beautiful brides dressed in gorgeous white gowns walking down th aisle with th love of their life awaiting them at th other end. I'd start t fantize how I'm gonna be that bride one day.
But as I grow up, as I experience many different things I never thought I would when young, th dream of a perfect white grandeur wedding starts t fade..
Nonetheless, I still harbour th dream of having a white wedding. Until recently. I start t be afraid. Afraid of what, you might ask.
Perhaps of giving promises. Perhaps of leading life with someone else. Perhaps of th responsibility that comes along after th vow. Perhaps of th fact that marriage doesn't guarantee anything. Too many perhaps.
I used t be very excited about having kids after marriage. Seeing those kids running around at th playgrounds playing, makes me smile. Watching them play would make me think about my kids in th future..
How would they look like, resembles me more or their father? Would they be good nd healthy?
Until recently.
I start t be afraid. Again you might ask, afraid of what.
Afraid of th responsibilty t take care of them. Afraid that I won't be able t give them th best. Afraid that I won't be able t love them wholeheartedly. Afraid that I won't be able t protect them from bad. Afraid that I'm not up t th job of being a mother. Too many afraid of.
Until recently. I realise how heavy a person's shoulder can be, from th amont of responsibilties he carries. I've been thinking for th past few days, obligations nd responsibilities. Are they on par? What's th relationship between them?
Would you rather live miserably but live up t th obligations nd responsibilities you have OR would you rather live happily denying every responsibilty nd obligations you have but being labeled as selfish?
好不想长大。I don't wanna grow up. Don't wanna have so many responsibility on my shoulders. Don't wanna have t second guess people's intention or words. Don't wanna believe that not every one is good. Don't wanna have t find a reason t smile.
I wanna believe that people who gives me a piece of their favourite cookie cos they're my friend. I wanna believe that people says nothing but th truth, only. I wanna be free from troubles. I wanna be able t speak my mind without being judged.
Remember when..
getting high meant on a swing,
protection meant wearing a helmet,
the worst thing you could get from GUYS were cooties,
Mum was your only hero,
Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth,
worst enemies were your siblings,
th only drug you knew was cough medicine,
wearing a mini skirt didn't mean you were a slut,
only thing that would hurt you were skinned knees,
only thing that could be broken were your toys nd
goodbyes only meant until tomorrow..
好想回到小时候,好不想长大。。
带我走 到遥远的以后Take me away with you, t th faraway
future带走我 一个人自转的寂寞Take me away, away from loneliness带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫Take me away with you, even if my love nd your
freedom gonna disappear like bubbles我不怕 带我走I'm not afraid, take me away
VISTA SIDE BAR IS LOVE.
Cos I modified nd personalized it t ALL PURPLE!
LOL.
Was trying t key in stuff t the calendar. Then realise that there are so many different cool widgets available online.
WINDOWS LIVE GALLERY 万岁!!
-万岁meant long live-
LOL, Syaz commented that I should add translation t whatever entried I wrote in Mandarin so she would understand. xD
So there, special one, 万岁 meant long live. So
LONG LIVE WINDOWS LIVE GALLERY!
Anyway, I'm been exceptionally HIGH tday. For god-knows-what-reason. I've been entertaining them3 for th whole day.
From those random blonde jokes t th I insist I want Combo 1 nd not Golden Deal 1 at LJS. xD
Am I on drug? Or is it aftermath of a major setback? x=
It's ChickenDay celebration tomorrow. Planned t have KFC for lunch with them3. But might not be going anymore, cos Chuachua/Laoda ain't able t make it.
Ask me ask me! What is ChickenDay! LOL.
Anyway t top off my craziness tday, here's a funneh one:
If you call quiz quizzical, then what d'you call tests?
Cheerios!
OMG. Sumo House crave. If no KFC tomorrow then I want SUMO HOUSE!
Okay. Thanks t Xinli, Energy schedule in Singapore!
20Nov: 抵新.
21 Nov: Bishan Junction 8 Top of th 8 [[另类人生]] 签书会 @ 7pm.
22 Nov: 音乐魔鬼嘉年华会Music Monster Festival Singapore Expo @ 7pm.
23 Nov: Singapore Bookfest at Suntec Convention Hall 拍照会@ 4pm.
24 Nov: 离开.
Actually just serves as a reminder for myself. Cos I might forget it. Perhaps I'm going? With Chloe/LiLing/XinLi? O.o
Should I go?
Mummy asks, why chase after a married man? Dang, totally joy killer. But uh, it's true leh. Why should I spend money chasing other people's 老公. Lol!
jingle.
A continuation for my ANTM craze.
Clark from Cycle 11; rumored t be Elina's gfriend.
I think this photo's damn nice please!
Such intriguing eyes!
ps/ i seriously need a kbox session SOON.
I worry - that I'd forget th happy times I had.
I'd kill for - another chance, probably.
I'd take a bullet for - family, ctb, starfish(:
I'm determined to - be wary of who I'm gonna give my heart t th next time 'round.
I'm jealous of - people born with silver spoon in their mouth!
My hero is - my dad=D
My obsession - is nothing you'd be interested in.
My weakness - is enough for you t kill me with.
I long to - GO K BOX!
I like - t cuddle up my love on a rainy day.
I hope - I'd get stronger.
I admit - I can't get over you.
I can't help - think of you.
I am - what you're not.
I am not - ugly.
I care - about people who love me.
I describe myself as - a typical Libra.
I don't listen to - what those who doesn't matter says.
I dream - of living by th sea side.
I enjoy - singing in a shower!
I feel - overwhelmed.
Music is - a way t express my untold feelings.
My heart belongs to - starfish.
No one realizes - that I chose t be guillble. (I'm actually very smart =D)
It's hard to believe - how much I've changed over th past months.
I realized that - I haven't bath tday!
Nothing matters if - I have you with me.
It's hard to tell - how much I've been through just by looking at my face!
It kills me that - I can't be like those gurls who can eat without any worries yet remain slim!
One thing I know is - iloveyou.
I would never - ever two time.
I can't stand - things with many holes on/in it. Eeeeks!
I'm sick of - life, somehow.
I'm afraid of - th response I'd get when I say iloveyou.
I tried - nd will not stop trying.
I can't - put it down.
I can't wait until - that 10 years later.
I miss - those good old times. (:
My friends - are people I hold dear t.
I don't want - t regret what I haven't said, many years later.
I have to - let it go.
It seems like - I just can't do it.
I dread - being alone.
The best food - gotta be hanghe!
Paradise, to me, is - me nd you, away from th world.
The biggest turn off is - people who think they know everything when they don't!
The biggest turn on is - music.
I could spend all day - thinking of you.
My biggest pet peeve is - people stepping on my footwear!
I eat a lot of - food?
I will never forget - you.
My inspriration is - music.
I am excited about - nothing, currently.
My favorite song right now is - 突然好想你 by Mayday nd 希望 by Sylvester Sim.
My best friend is - someone I can relate t nd tell her everything about myself without being judged.
I cannot live without - music, family, ctb nd starfish.
My favorite drink is - green apple green tea.
What makes me grateful is - th fact that I can stil express my love for you.
I last laughed - during AOFA just now. *evil joke*
I smiled when - I think of you.
I should warn you - I'd bite. *literally too*
The person that I love the most is - my dad.
I feel most comfortable when I am with - th bestfriend. (:
What makes me laugh is - th kwaytiao drink nd th calendar joke. xD
My favorite restaurant is - probably Pizza Hut.
My favorite kind of movie is - romance.
The sexiest celebrity is definitely - Katherine Moenning, no doubt!
I'll never get over - some things.
I feel fat after - binging on chocolates nd food high in carbs!
This is attractive in the opposite sex - those intriguing eyes.
I'm glad that - I still have you here with me, no matter as what.
food for thought.
So there, share a few with you guys!
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
Its okay to be scared. It means you still have something to lose.
Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.
-personal favourite
Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.
I've learned that ultimately 'takers' lose and 'givers' win.
I've learned-
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for whom we become. That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they don't love each other, and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
Sometimes we expect more from others, cause we would be willing to do that much for them.
So there,
go on nd ponder about life(:
一首最美丽的歌曲, 两部悲伤的电影
I'm back from th short short hiatus(:
Don't cha just miss me? xD
Anyway, I've been busy going out everyday for th past few days!
So let's recall what I did on Wed, accompanied Starfish t cut his hair before school.
Nd we had dinner together at TURTLE HOUSE;
ps/ thanks for eng siew-ing me by having hanghe for dinner, gege(:
you're th best! =D
Thurs was work after school nd our pay came! So we were very very distracted from work nd started thinking of how t spend th pay. LOL! In th end we went t Ikea, nd had MEATBALLS for dinner!
Lalala~
Jiayan is a happy gurl!
Skipped school
Spent some time at 秘密基地. Haven't gone there with Starfish for awhile, nd I've always liked going there with him. Doing nothing but just talk nd enjoy each other's company(:
Th not-so-nice fluff ice (or smthg like that) at Anchor Point. =/
We were disappointed. =.=
Then we went out again yesterday t City Plaza (?) nd Bugis t shop for mushroom's formal wear.
When she was trying out th clothes, th 3 of us happen t look at th mirror at th same time.
Kinda comical? =B
Told ya Starfish has been secretly in love with Laoda. =/
Probably facial on tuesday with Starfish if he's not working.
Yayness! I finally bought a new bag t replace th spoiled bucket bag nd socks=D
I definitely need a HP pouch please. But it's hard t find one that I like. T_T
I saw a Domo-kun (recent liking!) it cost 1o.90 nd it's kinda small. Then we saw a Stitch's. Uber small. Cannot fit at all. *depressed*
Argh. I wanna sing! I wanna K! I wanna go K-Box nd sing!
mushroom, let's use th uber attractive voucher soon! XD
Very random, but Elina Ivanova is OUT! OMG. My favourite gurl is out! She's such a control freak, nd I guess that's what got her eliminated. Cos she couldn't let go of herself in th photoshoots.
Pine hopes on Samantha or Analeigh (don't you think this's such a sweet name!) now. I don't really like Samantha, but she's getting stronger nd her pictures are kinda mind blowing- according t the judges. ps/Nigel Barker is HOT!
Ok. Left with 4. Let's see who'll be ANTM.
I sure hope either S or A would win. I'm starting t dislike Marjorie nd Mckey. =/
Addicted t Mayday's 突然好想你。Nice uh! Go listen t it. Anw, new blog song, mushroom dedicated it t me. Lol! Sylvester Sim's (my used t be favourite Singapore Idol contestant!)
希望. I love love th lyrics. (:
Alright.
I'm off minasan! (:
Urps.
Vista doesn't mean it's th best.
Cos my MS Word doesn't even have th margin t do TABS?!
Or is it that I'm too nooooob to figure out how t turn it on? =/
Whatever.
I tried t do MailMerge but failed. Cannot open th table I created lor.
ROAR!
I'm suffering from insomia leh. How ah?
I went t bed at 2am last night. Tossed nd turned till 3. Slept till 6 wake up. Back again at 630 till 745 nd all th way till 9am. Nd I'm so wide awake although my eyes are sleepy. But I just can't fall asleep.
如果有一天我不见了,你知道要去哪里找我吗?
(:
last christmas
Hello Boy.
It was not on purpose, I swear.
I hate how I'm always making you angry with th words I say, th actions I do.
Through each fight,
Through each fight,
I know we'd be better after we've cooled down.
TIMELESS
Cos it just wouldn't load. =/
Nd I'm having a splitting headache now.
I'M SO GOING TO GET A NEW MOUSE ASAP.
Ok. I think I'm going t bed. Th pain's killing me. *cries*
A nice phrase t share,
Maybe you're just scared, because for once in your life someone actually wants to
be with you.
Are you?
Oyasumi(:
败给你
NAPFA tml. I'm so afraid my legs would give way. =/
I'm so gonna watch 2Days In Paris. Know it's an outdated film but th review seems t be not bad.
I'm so looking forward for dinner tnight. Cos mummy's cooking 虾酱鸡=D
现在..算刚好吧?
hello baby.
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I seriously need t get new
Been saying for ever.
Maybe I shouldn't buy it.
My thighs hurt like crazy from th 2.4km run yesterday.
这次不是突然,一整天都很想你。