she think she doesn't believe what she says.
she wants her to trust her but she is still doubtful.
she think she wants to be there especially because she is not there.
so she can have fun with her on their own without her nd others' disturbance.
she would say she is thinking too much but she know everything she thinks is true.
she is starting to really learn to let go.
she hope that she can really do it.
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