无比的烦恼

I have a problematic bruddar.
I hope he can grow up nd be more sensible.


有时我以为我已经做的最好，已经是没得挑的了。
可是最后还是因为我是女生而被比下去。

不管我做的多好， 感觉上你最疼爱的还是他。不是我。
不管我对你怎么好， 你眼里似乎都只会在看到他过后才看到我。
不管我多么比他还替你着想，你还是宁可因为他而受伤。

It seems like no matter how I wanna protect you from his rubbish, you'd rather dive in and be affected tremendously by it.
Why?

为什么？
难道我真的不比他好吗。。