Nightmare!

从恶梦中醒来知道它有可能变成真的，是一种恐慌害怕的感觉。

No matter how hard I try t block away th thought, no matter how hard I try t not think about it, no matter how hard I try t be optimistic, no matter how hard I try not t cry, no matter how hard I try t tell myself I'd get through it,

i still can't do it.

自己的生活一团乱，却还要去关心身旁的人。
自己都照料不好，怎么的关心别人。

该怎么办，一团乱！