IN TH GAME

看着自己心爱的人慢慢蜕变成另一个人。
有种莫名的感伤与不舍。

I've always thought this was what I wanted. But it seems like it isn't that easy for me either.
I really don't know what to say; walking home alone doesn't help me to clear my mind anymore.
It's no longer exclusive.
No longer..
I told myself not to cry. Nd I did my best to keep it there.
But still, it came rushing out eventually.

I've expected this, but not so soon. But don't worrie, I'd be able to handle it. Very soon, I'd be able to do it. (:
But until then, I'd just drown myself with tears nd vodka.

I wanna do nothing but let my tears flow.

Maybe this is karma. Letting me experience how you once felt. Nd I can tell you; IT DOES HURT.
I'm sorry.

Come back to me, baby.